Is there an airport nearby?Because my heart is taking off...

sorry...

2006-11-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

clearing cobwebs, adjusting the screws, adding some oil...and here we go...

haha...ok...no topic about SCHOOL!!!!...haha...let me think...actually there's not much happening...the school reopen...and i am busy preparing for my common test...and in another 5 weeks time...the 2 weeks holiday start...and before that...there will be common test...HOHOHOHO...!!!...this time...there are only 2 written papers.....hahaha..but....there are lots of project...OH MAN!!!!!!!.....

oh!...yesterday was the day when this module called SW start...is call Sports and Wellness..it's compulsary to take part...so i choose badminton...it's been long since i touch my raquet...since sec 4...haha...we use to go to leng kee CC and paly...but in sec 5...we change to soccer!!!....haha...all because of EZHAQ!!!!!!!!hahaha...so we spent the 1 hour WARMING UP!!!..AND...we cant hit it yet...we should learn to smack...so the coach ask as to throw the shuttle cock in a manner like we are smacking it...haha...so we threw at each partner for 30 mins...by then...it is 4.30pm...and the class end at 4.45...hahaha...so while the coach ain't looking...i took the raquet and hit it....!!!! hahaha...

ok...the song that i posted is call 'you're pitiful' by weird al yankovic....a brave and bold singer who compose porady songswith meaningful lyrics....haha...should hear this...and maybe if i could find it...i would post this next song by the same author...name is ' FAT'...a porady from micheal jackson's 'BAD'....haha...so enjoy this porady of 'you're beautiful'

PS...something's wrong with the tag board...i will try to find other tag board to make this blog a succes...hahaha...see ya.!sometimes i wish that i could be near to you...but distance make no exception if you're in love...

mild...

2006-10-13T14:15:00.000+08:00

the holidays are near to the end,i suppose the learning process starts again...and my basic driving test is near...!!!??!?!?!?...haha...

went for bowling yesterday...geryll's birthday...but it seems that the attention wasn't for him...ok...he was busy eating and so he told us that he will join us later...ok...first match...hohohoho...i was wondering...is there magnets which you saw on cartoon in the gutter???every shot seems to be a metre away from the pins...either i got 3 or 4...never got a spare...hahaha...so sam was like...ALVIN!!!YOU'RE LAST!!!.....hahahaha...my score last...snif*...but untill the 6th round...things change...i hit 8 to 9 pins...but never got a spare...guess what???i won sam....!!! and wasn't the last...but the third last...!!!!hohohoho....so that's the activity during geryll's birthday...

i've got to wear my retainers again...it's been...about more then 1 year since i wore that...and after my appointment..i still need to wear that...haha...maybe in the near future...you will see this advertistment...'WEAR RETAINER...IT MAKES YOU LOOK COOL..!!'hahaha...but compared to wearing a braces...i would prefer my retainer...haha..ok...i remember my first time wearing braces...hahaha...a doctor's worst nightmare...

i open my mouth..feeling excited...ahhh....good...a sheet of cloth was over my face...ok...sounds of drill and metal was screeching on my teeth...no pain at all...but...suddenly...my nose was itchy...and it was going to blast...there was two device that was opening my mouth...and i couldn't talk...i can't stand it anymore...AH CHOO!!!!!hohohohoho...everything from my mouth splattered on his face...LUCKY he wore a mask...goggles and a hair cape...hahahahaha...lucky he was a nice guy too...just cant wait to see him again for my check up...haha..in another 5 months time from now...haha..hope you enjoy your days...

if you need anything...just come talk to me...i am a good listener...hoho..**

mild...

2006-10-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

the holidays are near to the end,i suppose the learning process starts again...and my basic driving test is near...!!!??!?!?!?...haha...

went for bowling yesterday...geryll's birthday...but it seems that the attention wasn't for him...ok...he was busy eating and so he told us that he will join us later...ok...first match...hohohoho...i was wondering...is there magnets which you saw on cartoon in the gutter???every shot seems to be a metre away from the pins...either i got 3 or 4...never got a spare...hahaha...so sam was like...ALVIN!!!YOU'RE LAST!!!.....hahahaha...my score last...snif*...but untill the 6th round...things change...i hit 8 to 9 pins...but never got a spare...guess what???i won sam....!!! and wasn't the last...but the third last...!!!!hohohoho....so that's the activity during geryll's birthday...

i've got to wear my retainers again...it's been...about more then 1 year since i wore that...and after my appointment..i still need to wear that...haha...maybe in the near future...you will see this advertistment...'WEAR RETAINER...IT MAKES YOU LOOK COOL..!!'hahaha...but compared to wearing a braces...i would prefer my retainer...haha..ok...i remember my first time wearing braces...hahaha...a doctor's worst nightmare...

i open my mouth..feeling excited...ahhh....good...a sheet of cloth was over my face...ok...sounds of drill and metal was screeching on my teeth...no pain at all...but...suddenly...my nose was itchy...and it was going to blast...there was two device that was opening my mouth...and i couldn't talk...i can't stand it anymore...AH CHOO!!!!!hohohohoho...everything from my mouth splattered on his face...LUCKY he wore a mask...goggles and a hair cape...hahahahaha...lucky he was a nice guy too...just cant wait to see him again for my check up...haha..in another 5 months time from now...haha..hope you enjoy your days...

if you need anything...just come talk to me...i am a good listener...hoho..**

China!!!!

2006-10-04T12:17:00.000+08:00

This is the very first stop of my journey...ShangHai..this is where is the paradise for women begins...haha...this is nanjing road

the next day..i went to.....Shi*...i forgot where i went...opsy..sorry...i forgot where i went...better not to say the place......okok..the place i went had this sort of temple...where the the priest who travel to india to enlighten the people went to this temple and mediate...that's what the tour guide told me...

this is early in the morning...and guess what...all these people are above 40 and they came here every sunday to excercise...a small little park...

this is a tera plantation...hmm...the air there was perfect...no wonder there are no obesity in china...the air there was really good..temperature of 25-30...the smell of tea is blend...but the taste was strong and fresh...lol

say hi!! to this honourable person...you should know him...haha

this is a bridge which had a great history...this bridge made China proud...There is a history which had great emotion...but there is abit of...i dont know how to say...but the story may not be like but other people...lol...

This is a place where the 3 kingdom was shoot...the whole place inside was a prop...because the story had finish shooting...so the whole prop set was being place there for visitors...

and lastly...i was back to ShangHai...and i went up to this....Oriental pearl TV tower...i was up there...but the pictures above was not good...haha..oh...i remeber some palces..i went to suzhou...wuxi..and..and...some more palces...haha...guess that i must remeber the places i went to...a 6 days trip to China...haha

END!!!

WEEE!!!

2006-10-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

been doing lots of worki this holiday..work work...but it was fun...!!!?!??!?!?...you get to know more friends...and learn some new stuff on the market...now....looking forward to the road show at...expo again...BUT this time...i'm the promotor!!!!!YIPEE!!!...get to talk to customoers...but the sources from me must b firm and true...decisive and accurate..hohoho...

the next term is opening soon..cant wait for my new module...haha...eventhough i did not scored as high as i expected...but...now...i'm ready!!!

sometimes things doesn't go as you plan...there are many things that i wish i had did...regrets haunt guts..now...i've learn...just hope that she could wait..but i dont think she know...now..i dont have the time...neither does she have...she will be very busy now and then...busier than me...haha...but if she found someone...then it's her choice...haha...ok..ready for my next post...

sad sitcom

2006-09-07T04:01:00.000+08:00

guess that i cant leave this blog..maybe this will be my last...maybe will blog in another months time...

this shows really reflects the personality that i've got...really embarrasing...a cute and funny show...rather heartless at times...but sometimes i felt that this show was talking about me...haha...

it goes like this...this guy...fall in love with this girl...how they met...??!!?...the girl was on the train...and she was being disturb by a ....pervert...so this geek...came out and stood for her...but in the end...he got beaten up...badly...and of course...the girl thank him...so everyday...the geek would wait for her at the station...but it was useless...so...he decided to hook up to a online chat...talking to people who are strangers to him...asking for opinion from them...telling them his problems...

then after sometime...he saw her...and they became friends...but the geek...he was kind of shy towards that girl...he was always mummering to her...stammered during conversations..he tried many ways to tell her stuff...but his shyness overwhelmed him and wasted many chances...

but the women of his dream was understanding...eventhough she was...sort of like the high class...she never look down on him ...she was a great person...i'm not quite sure whether she knew that he like her...but still...she was a very understanding person...

ok...the show is called train man...maybe some people had watch it...i dont know...but highly rated by me for people who like watching funny love stories...channel 56 from the starhub cable TV...every weekdays 11.00 pm....nice show...go watch...haha

last and final blogging

2006-07-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

Guess what??...Morgan is back...and...there's no point blogging...blogging these 2 years plus just to keep update for morgan about how life's here...

just went out with him at marina...had a game of pool...Seing and me won of course...and i dont know why...haha..had a few games of arcade...and then a late lunch at Carl's Junior...filling!!!haha...he's coming back to serve NS...and then going back to Canadia after NS to complete his University...haha...and by then...we will miss him again...i hope he can stay in Singapore...haha..

My teacher told me that getting into MIT is not VERY EASY...take a SAT paper...and if you pass...prepare for interview...haha..but now..the most important thing in my mind is cash...haha..maybe i will work there as i study...but now..study hard for both poly and MIT...haha...must be crazy...even if i did not manage to get in...i will still be contented with everything i've got...haha...

her birthday is coming...it's on August...haha...just cant wait...lucky my friends knew nothin about that...if not they are sure gonna tease me in class again..haha...had great personaility...a nice person to be with...

just to wrap things up...hope that everyone's dream come true...whatever people said about you...just leave it as it...but do the thing which you think it's best...haha...be happy and no worries...CYA PEEPS!!!!haha

crazy over music

2006-07-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

i bought a new CD...The Chicago story...cost me...about 29...wow...all the great music complied into 1...hahaha...i dont know why i am soooo in into sooo many things....had many dreams...first...become a chef...haha...not crazy...now still trying to create new stuff from just eggs and vegetables...both makes wonders....hahaha...second...become a great inventor....hahhaa...dont know why...i love creating stuff...i think choosing EE seems to be a great choice...hahaha...and for the next semester...it will be MUCH FUN!!!!learning to build motors and C programming...haha...thirdly...MUSIC...without music...life would be boring...i want to relive the dreams which was long forgotten in the past...hahha...many great musicians outside the world...not many was being shown...

i recieve a ridiculous email...my attendance for one of the module was below 85% and they send me a warning letter...what the .....what is this???and may be debarred from exam...

hey morgan...i think most likely i will be going if you are going...been somoe years seens we last hang out you know???hahhaa...

confuse

2006-07-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

my exams are drawing nearer and nearer...and after that...a new semester is coming up...full of different subjects ...C programming...A maths....some other stuff...oh...about the alumni dinner...hmmm...the dinner is on 18....and guess what...my exam paper is on that day...followed by monday...and the paper on 18...is the most difficult...i want to do well in it...and then i do not need to retake...hmm...and she told me she is going...and i cant just risk this chance....oh man...what should i do...think think think...

hm...been really really really busy...cant even have the time to talk online...and now...is the online time for me to blog...for a while...hahaha...seems that poly is getting more interesting...really...subjects were rather above average...the difficulties are not so high...but the pace is rather fast...and i love it...at least it wont be boring..like secondary school...keep on learning the same thing...NO WONDER I DID BADLY....hahaha...but really...there's soooo many things to learn...and it is fun...hahaha...but thinking of 1 thing...why didnt we learn A maths in secondary school...i saw the express maths book and they learn it...oh man...i'm learning what they learn in sec 4....that was really unfair...but what's done is done...haha...

hmm...i consulted the teacher...seems that she ask me to go for my masters after i had take my degree...hm...let me think...on the other hand...i wish that i could go to MIT after i come out from NS...and take my degree from there...WORK DOUBLY HARD...ENGINEERS FROM AROUND THE WORLD IS COMPETING WITH YOU!!!!hahaha...but really...to get into MIT is very grand...haha...ok...decided...go to MIT after NS...!!!!!hahaha...

i guess she did ok...BUT...i think she did quite well...eventhough i know that her name wasnt being called on that day...but it's ok...failure today doesnt mean the end...she seems to had set a high target in Os...getting into the school wasn't easy too...haha...and the things they are studying seems to be profound...especially their physics...haha...i heard from people...haha...with her standdard...i think getting into doctor wont be a problem for her...

great comedy

2006-07-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

i found 2 great comedy on central...try to watch this show...and maybe...you will love it...haha...
"little Britain"...and followed by..."everybody hates christ"....i dont know did i spell correctly...haha...the first show...it's a british comedy...they feature many different section...like there's 1 part which they show a school...the teacher said this..."this is an examination...and i dont want to hear any noise...even a pin..."....and after that...he was the one making all the noises...like vacuming the floor...playing fireworks...and other stuff...but ...when he heard one of the student coughing...he emphsize again..."I DONT WANT TO HEAR ANY NOISE"... and then he when back playing his saxonphone...hahahahha...you should watch it yourself to get the joke...but some parts you may not understand...due to the way that speak...

and the second show is everybody hates christ...this show is easier to understand...and the jokes was great...hahaha...like there's one edpisode...this young christ...was being send to detention class due to some funny reason...the teacher in charge...was funny...she told him this..."there will be no talking...no eating...no sleeping...i want you to reflect on what you did...and sound...i will add 5 mins..."...and of course...christ was being bullied...a paper was sent to him...feature him a wimp...before he could stand up..."5 MINS'...."BUT...!..."...."ADDITIONAL OF 5 MINS!"..."BUT I..!.??."....'5 MINS"...and then he gave up...this two show was great...if you enjoy comedy...then be sure to watch this two show...hahaha...

oh...my test results are out...the competition was high among classmates...with a score of 74 out of 100...i am still average...there will be score of 100,90,or 80...man...my dreams for MIT is going to be sharttered...

oh...i plan to get my master from MIT...which is the best engineering in the world...this may sound crazy...but before you can enter...you need to take the SAT paper...when i went to borders and kinokuniya...the SAT papers were easy...and i can say that there was little difficulty...not to be a show off...okok...but i think i will have trouble in english paper...haha...but MIT is a great school...but the fee of entering is high...the school is in california...and is very far...

my heart longed for her everyday...life without her is a miss,meaningless...but little did she know that when she left that day..along with her she took my heart away...an empty hole filled with....filled with...pass image of her...nothing to filled it to full gas...nothing to keep the engine from moving...perhaps alittle touch of love would do...but it may not be the time yet...

hey...morgan...world cup is going to end soon....hahaha...and we would have to wait for another 4 years....hahha...

SURPRISE!!!!

2006-06-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

haha...just came back from my walk at the field...today was special...how should i say...ok...the track was filed with people...today...there are about 20 people running or walking in the field...special huh???..past few days,there are either me,1 girl,3 china girl,2 ah ma...4 ah pei...and 2 couples at the field...the 2 couples would be sitting at the seats and ...you know...doing their stuff...BUT today...there are 2 girls,3 or 4 guys runninh at the track...still 4 ah pei...5 ah ma...4 couples...and me...of course...and there's even a couple playing soccer at the field...and it's 9.47...hahaha...a funny night...

the night still carries the red cloud across the sky,and the wind would softly whisper...the mating season for the toad had ended...and now the air is filed with the sounds of...cricket???...their whistle...haha...only 1 tune...haha...

i'm not quite sure why did i blog today...but i sure love the air in the night...everyday strolling around the track...like a siao siao one...only me alone...and everybody had a friend...even those running...haha...

i found 1 poem...it had great meaning...by 1 auther...but he never name himself...his poem seems trueful...and every word he wrote...had great meaning...

I Love You
Author: Anonymous
Love used to be at the back of my mind.
Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine.
Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful.
You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual.

The day that I saw you, my heart melted.
It was true love, because I felt it.
You changed my life in so many ways.
Some of them I can't even explain.

When I think of you, the world just leaves.
From my mind and from my dreams.
I see someone that is caring and full of heart.
Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart.

I made this poem only for you.
To think of me when you're feeling blue.
I Love You!

a week of FUN!!!

2006-06-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

the holidays are half way...and is time for results...haha...this whole week...i have been really slacking...and i say that again...really slacking..i borrowed a xbox game...godfather...the games i nice...mafia game...haha...i completed it in 3 or 4 days... cant remeber...haha...and i only played for 13 hours...wait...i think i spent only 2 days....hahahahaha...so today...just came back from a little trip from marina square...first stop...macdonald...then...long john silver...after that...burger king...haha....we had a special guest star today...tian guan...haha...he came down from kallang...and then join us for the walk...haha...

and today...we saw someone...someone whom we dont know...but as usual...seing would say...'hey...see this girl..very pretty...'...and so everyone looked...and...of course...i'm a crappy guy...'hey sam!!!....just nice for you!!!!'hahahaha...and then he reacted right away...'what...i dont want...give you...'....haha...so i tell him...'ai yah...already got someone in mind...this one just nice....'...haha...so i stop....then we left marina first...because our pace of walking is slow...the girls group was behind us...haha...and then...'SAM!!!!.....she's there!!!!'hahahaha....then after that...he went to buy a bread from bread talk...then the group...walk pass us...then everyone was saying...oh man...sam miss the chance...hahaha....but this never stop...we walked pass the station..they were still there...talking...so we went up...just sit and rest at the entrance of the raffles shopping centre...and then!!!...the girls....took the escalator...hahaha...and thenwalk inside the shopping centre...haha...then i said..'sam...this is FATE...i dont even have the chance!!!!'....hahaha...

yeah..and i really never had a chance...i think i really suck in this kind of things...seriously...so i decided to post a small poem...haha...

Confessionby Frantisek Halas
(1901 - 1949)

Touched by all that love is
I draw closer toward you
Saddened by all that love is
I run from you

Surprised by all that love is
I remain alert in stillness
Hurt by all that love is
I yearn for tenderness

Defeated by all that love is
at the truthful mouth of the night
Forsaken by all that love is
I will grow toward you.

i decided to post any song this week...i shall post it this following blogging...haha...

lost in your eyes

2006-06-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

my test had just gone...and i am free!!!....for a while...when i am back in school...guess what...i got 4 more chapters to cover till the examination...which is in august...haha...and after august...i am switching to other topic or course...i think is programming...and then from E maths...we will upgrade to A maths....then after that...going to ...i think is C maths...i dont know...but the standard of JC...only that we use the maths more on practical...and not more on theory..i hope i can get Ad...which is A distinction...i hope so...

really been busy lately...my brother is back from camp and now...he use the computer the whole time...i dont have the chance to use...seems that i can foresee the future...sometimes... i felt that i had been here before...or the words or speech the people told me were rather familiar...there was one time...i remebered this...i was in a place with a very high ceiling...really high...and my cousin was sitting beside me...he told me something like...the vegetables were good...then i remebered...i dreamt about that...it's just a matter of when was it...haha...

hey morgan...confirm your flight????please tell me when you had it...haha...cya soon...!!!

but too bad...the dreams never tell me about her...haha...must be crazy...now i'm lost...lost in the sense that no direction to lead me out of this confusion...sometimes i hope that i can see her...as her eyes can lead me back to the path...this fate would not succeed as both of us live in a practicaly different world...people said this...because of 1 tree,you kill the entire forest...hmm...i never had this mentality before...i just follow my heart...

this week song is...lost in your eyes...by debbie gibson...great artist...she is the host for the MTV show VH1...100 popular teen star...which shows teens star from the 70's 80'sand 90's grew over the years...as usual...wait for the song to load...then enjoy..haha...

past had gone,but remembrance will stay...

2006-06-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

the class of sec 1E...this class had a long history...the pictures is small...sorry bout that...ok...in most teacher's view...this class...is...UNTEACHABLE....and i can swear...many teachers looked down upon us...some may not feel that...but...i can sense that...no teachers could control us...even ms tan...only her sharp and loud voice is able to get our attention...this class...which i had been for 2 years...,had been a great experience of what and how secondary school feels like...haha...morgan...if you are seeing this picture...it brings back much memories right???haha...

after 5 years of hard work and struggling...this is what's left of secondary 1 E....these are the people who had made it to sec 5...the people who are not in the picture...they had use other ways to mould their own future...we trust this school...so we had work to get this far...numbers may not be much...but what it counts is the hard work which they had out in...this people are the greatest...they left the impression that sec 1E still survive...

the new era and been introduce...a combination of sec 1E and 1D...for the first few months...hostility was in the air...i dont know much...but i can sense that no body is talking to each other much...and during that year...i did badly...haha...but still manage to pull through...you see...for another 3 years...some teachers think that this class is a beyond control class...no teacher dare to step into our class...but some teachers fear us not...some give us the patience and time that we need....some use violence...haha....this class is full of tricks and mischeive...we own the class fund 300++...and from that day on...that's when the photocopying auntie was change and doing cooking in the kitchen...and 1 person in our class even did a backflip at the teacher's table...and during the SARS period...most people brought their thermometer...but fake that they did not bring...and so they could skip a few minutes of lessons....haha....

after 3 years of bonding and sharing...this is the class that had achieve...i wont say that we had done well in acedemics...but we had learn the thinig call FRIENDSHIP...this may sounds mushy...but we did lots of things together....some may had left...and some new people had been introduce...but the team spirit and been groom and produce...other class may think that we are insane to do the 'overdecorating' of the class...but this give the class of satisfaction....a place where it is home...not just a place for learning...but a second home as well...class decorating...costume designing...everybody is a must to participate...non was left behind...and everyone get the credit equally...that's the class that should be shown to others that we are 5A and that's that....

this week song may be familiar to you...'when you say nothing at all'...by Allison Krauss....the ronan keating version is abit high pitch...but this had a lower tune...eventhough she only say okie...dots...yes...no...i guess that she had nothing to say...so i use this song to reflect her speech...hahaha...enjoy and wait for the school to load...haha

glory of love

2006-05-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!!!i desperatly need to buy a new key board...the next pc fair is near....and tomorrow...i got my first remedial in school...bloody...aifgu....9.30-12....allthe singaporeans in my class need to attend...except for the china people....they are good....hahaha....

been really really busy lately....my common test are near....and my examination will be in august 28....and my breakk wll be from 12.06.06 to 26.06.06...2 weeks only....and then the challenge will arise again..hahaha...not much time spend on computers expt for online assignment....stupid...that's lame....really need a proper time to blog....but will stll spendtime ...haha...time is running out...!!!! my only free day i saturday....!!!i will go out in the nght and then come home late....haha...eventhough there wasn't anything much to do...but i spend time talking with them...joking with them....

hahaha...and morgan...i even send a sms to eddie during class....!!!haha....and he sayi disturb him...sms crap to him....hahah...no time to play...only time for work...after the examinations....which is abut agaust..then i will be learing A maths...considering they trying to stuff nonsense into your head within 1 semester...LAMO!!!!!!hahaha

i am notthatcharming...so i guess that i am under her 'stranger' list...i think so...snce that i have not show her any thing that makes her feel comfortable about me...i don know...but isit wrong for me to be in love with someone with high status...does status matters in this world???it seems that girls want people who earn incomes that would beable to last for eternity...cant modern people be satisfied with the incoe they had...i a not saying about her...but in school...most girls will alwaybe ith guys who had cars or motors...money is the source to happiness...but with you keep on pressuring yourself in making mney...in the late future...money wouldn't matter much anymore...it would be the love you had provided to your chldren...and now..your children would be the one going to work and will always come home late...i guess that sufficient will not be in this modernworld...people will hunger for mORE more and more....and it will not stop...

am i rght to like a girl like her??she is a great person...though she still feels meas a stranger...strange it would be then...haha...haha...hmm...someone who gave a great imression to me will earn respect from me...you now...herAs are important..competition will feel the air around her...so does mine...i found 1...you know...as people call backstabber...nvm...so i guess that she puts her studies in first place rather then...you know...andi thik she likes sports too...i am not quite sure about her score...but i concentrate about the experience...rather then the championship...learn and motivate yourself to do better...win??...then learn from it to become better...not stopping for learning...so whatever it is...she will do fine in it...lol

the background which i've change is thesimpsos...popular cartoon....haha...rather cool jokes....haha...dokes*....haha....now it still show on cable tv...and it is still funny!!!!...thesong which i have posted is glorYof clove...by peter cetera....adpat from the karate kid.....haha...very nice song...please take some time forit to download and then the music will apeear....

stay cool dudes!!!haha

thursday night

2006-05-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

i had dinner at a...you can say a pub or louge...they great food too...and it's not far from my house too...snif*...snif*...it is near some where...the place is rochester park...snif*...near someplace...haha...yup...at the whole stretch of road...there's a few pubs...bars...and 1 restaurant...i think is call ming xiang...it think so...ok...so i when to bistro...which is situated at the 3/4 of the whole road...near the exit...not so near...but walking distance...haha...

so i ordered a sea bass...*****that sea bass was great!!!the fish was cooked to a perfection with crispy skin and the smell of fishyness wasn't there...but the suace which they used seems to be abit salty...hmm...the food was not bad...but the price was of course...high...1 rip-eye steak cost 40....haha...too bad i was going for something light...haha...

and now come the funny part...when the waiter ask...'so sir...how many glass ??'...my father look at me...and smile...'4 of course...'....ok...there are only 4 person here and you need 4 glass???ok...my father do let me drink...you know...but i would enjoy it...but not addicted to it...haha...so total of 3 bottles....first was a white...from australia...the taste goes well with the sea bass as the waiter recommendate...the wine is light...not too strong...but just right...

then came the second one...red wine...i forgot its origin...but the taste was stronger...smell was not strong...but the sensation of the taste was strong...but still...the wine as great...then the last one....white wine again...and western australia...i forgot the name...it's quite complicated...haha...this time...the taste was simpler...compared to the first white wine i drank...it was mild....not strong at all...but i drank half...and pass it to my dad...he loves wine very much...haha..hmm..father day is near...haha...

i admite...i do have a mild headache...but still the wine was great...goes well with the food...and
and...and it's going home time...and i had to passby the schooll...snif*...snif*...11.15 and the security guard is still outside the gate...but before i was inside the bar...there are still students outside the gate...which is 8++...wondering what they going...going home so late...

i guess she is doing better than me...still struggling...haha...the school was big...BUT...mine school is bigger...hahahaha...

morgan...helo...you have not tell me the flight...is mid of may and you should have recieve right...??haha...tell me when you know it...

this week song...by micheal learns to rock...that's why...nice song...but i've got 1...but i cant find in the internet...title is Blue Night...very nice song...by MLTR too...

beautiful day..

2006-05-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

just finished my project on terrorism...woah...tiring...stupid speech project...haha...

today...as usual...yearly ruotine...one must endure the harsh punches laid upon your shoulders when a special day happen on you yearly...haha...my friends...snif*...they...they bang me in the lift...!!!!haha...11 of them punch and kick me with all their might....haha...eventhought the pain was really that bad...but worst of all was someone push my head on to another person's laptop bag and my eye lid scratch the bag...just a minor one...haha...

oh man...she actually remeber the day...i thought that it wasn't important...haha...she actually said those words...let me think...second person to say that to me...haha...too bad...she's not the first...haha...the first was a group...haha...they just gang beat me suddenly in the lift without me knowing it...haha...oh wait...she's the third...the second came from a girl...ops....ok...she's a primary school friend who had the same day with me.!!!so i met her on the way home...and we just wish each other ...haha...so she's the third...oh...but i am still touch...she actually say that to me...haha...even i had a tuff time remebering my friends date...haha...but still...just a million thanks to her to be the third...the group who said first got a punch each from ME!!!!...haha...the second got a exchange speeches...and the third...oh...that's her...hm...maybe i shall do something in return...hmm...let me think...recall recall...ah HA....maybe a flower...people will say it's cheap...haha...perfume...suffocates me....teddy bear...makes me sneeze due to fur....haha...ok...just kidding...it's still a long way but no doubt that it should not be taken lightly...i am a person who will do something back to a person when he or she had given me something nice...but i wont do something bad to another person if he or she did something bad to me...what's the point...i kill you...you kill me...and it doesn't ends....haha...so that's all for today...

oh...the song which i had posted today is call...'it might be you''...by stephen bishop...just a slow tune that had great meaning...please take time to enjoy the music...cya...happy birthday to you agin morgan!!!haha...

yesterday

2006-05-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had a hell lots of fun!!!haha...morgan...i think you miss much of the fun i had yesterday night...guess where we went to...KTV!!!! hahahahaha...of course...the price is high...haha...ain't cheap you know...haha...so we sang for 4 hours...haha...that alvin sang chinese songs...and as for me...i sing only english...haha...

so me and eddie decided to bring ourselves back to sec 2 and sec 3...haha...first...we sang the song...'i want it that way'...haha....this time....we got the tune RIGHT!!!it went smoothly...haha...flawless....haha...and came the second song....HAHAHAHA!!! everybody got up to their feet and started singing...haha...and the most hilarious part is ''SHE BANG!!!SHE BANG!!!'' and we started doing william hung's trade mark....haha...it was rather amusing...i enjoy myself there...and of course...sam sang till his heart contented that he almost lost his voice...hahaha...and as for me...singing for another 30 mins and i will fail my speech test on tuesday...hahahaha...lucky my voice came back on the following day....hahaha...

i dont know about next week...haha...seems that we had been together everyweek you know...haha...last week was a dinner cum movie...but it was packed full... so they decided to change to lan gaming....but we had 1 hour of play time only...haha...but it's ok...just wondering what is coming up this week...haha...see ya...hope you enjoying yourself....AND PLEASE TELL ME YOUR FLIGHT SCHDULE WHEN YOU KNOW IT....HAHA...AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MORGAN...!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!haha

passion do make the world go round,but how do you know if it's safe when you never even try...
let me think...from far...i think is number 15...cant see quite clearly...arh...never mind this...just being funny...haha...cya...haha

long time no sEE...haha!

2006-05-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

time is 9.24...pm...it's quite late...i think i've got to sleep after this...haha...really exhausted after 1 whole day in school...really tired...learning different things every week...really difficult to catch up...miss 1 lesson...and that's it...gone....a no return point...haha...every week...there will really be something for you to print...and it's irritating...because i dont have a printer...and the school is charging 10 cent per piece...oh man...really headache...mostly online on friday or saturday...and my break will be on 12.06.06....and only 2 weeks...and i've got a lesson being book on 12.06.06...that was fast..!!!!haha...

words had been said..... .... ...sometimes you really want to hang on onto that thing you really wish for...but sometimes it wont be yours no matter how hard you try...there will always be other people to take it away from you first...or the shop owner do not want to sell it to you...OR....the thing just wont be belong to you...i guess that she got others in mind...and someone like her wont even bother to thing twice about me...i guess not even a look...

she may laugh at me about me liking her...but mostly i dream of her laughing...dreams will make you happy virtually...but in the real world...it's always cruel...and sometimes i've got to accept it...maybe the heart of mine wont forget her because she really gave me a GREAT impression...but the cruel world force me to...

hey morgan...it's really tiring in poly...haha...i guess you may have did a wise decision by going aboard to study...but maybe it is also tuff over there right??haha...

the next song i posted is called 'The Lady In Red"...eventhough she didn't wear red on that day...but the lyrics express my feelings...haha...and it seems that the lyrics really reflects that event...haha...i hope this feelings never die...and i really like her from the beginnning...so enjoy the music...and wait for it to load...or you will miss this great song...cya

STRESS!!!

2006-04-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

STRESS!!! REALLY DAMN STRESS!!!

and i mean really stress...hiaz...ok...first of all...i learn only maths,phyics,and D&T......sounds easy??haha.....trust me...it isn't...i have not been touching my computer for 4 days...there's no time...and of course...i was sick...on tuesday and took an MC on wednesday...AND I MISS ALOT OF IMPORTANT STUFF...like 1 topic call FUNCTION....?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!...what is this???and 1 more...DOMAIN OF FUNCTION??????!!!!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!??!?!?!?....??...haha...so now i am struggling to keep up...

so phyics and to be learn again...stuff like changing most to PREFIX form...struggling...and D&T???ok...is called MANUFACTURING...more one hands on type...doing something like weilding...burning to metal edge and form 1 metal plate...

and eventhough there is only 3 subjects...i have 6 kinds of lessons...each with different knowledge...like for class 1 phyics...they teach you about electricity...then the second lesson teach you about calculating of electicity...

for maths...i dont know what's the diff...still trying to figure out...haha...

a huge burden was place was the internet...teachers ill never tell you stuff in class...BUT they will send you via email...SO you have to check your email everyday...they will ask you to print notes or asking you to do questions...OH YEAH....and if you dont know what the hell the teacher is talking about in class....you can go to the internet and learn from there...woah....i am so dead tired...hell has rain down upon me these few days...and i am still suffering from my fever...a temperature of 39.9....!!!!haha...scared the crap out of my mother...!!!haha...

and whatever notes you want...print it yourself in the photocopying machine....and the line will always be longer then singaporeans waiting for TOTO or 4D...

i will come online when everything is settle...there's really no time for me to chat...but i will try when everything is settle...got to sleep...cya...haha...hope everything is fine over her side...haha...quite long since we talk...haha..

the camp...

2006-04-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

hmm...just came back from the camp...haha...funny camp...3 days 2 nights...haha...ok...i will skip to the funny part...of course...as usual...this camp is to promote bondering with new friends...haha...ok...there were of course pupils from different countries...haha...chine...vietnam...and...i forget how to spell the name...it starts with M...not malaysia...it's in asia...so that's for you to guess...haha...

i love the night...i was...of course...main target for everything...i get the first impression for my new friends...haha..MISSION SUCCESS!!!...haha...that's for you to know...haha.definitely...the school is really huge...my block is not far...and you cant say that it's near...haha...okok...cut that crap...

the room...was like a normal class room...but...there's air conditioner in EVERY!! classroom...and every table will fill with sockets to plug our lap top...haha...the night was really very cold...i think it was in 14 degrees...i just wore a shirt and a pants...no socks or anything...haha... that was kinda stupid...so the whole night was like north pole...really cold..every breathe that i breath...i will tend to shiver...haha...so woke up by my new friends...ask me out for a morning bath...so i went with them...still feeling cold...haha...and it was 5.30...haha...whatever activities they had...they would usually call my name...!!!'I NEED A VOLUNTEER!!!'...'IF NO ONE VOLUNTEER...I WILL CALL NAME.....ALVIN!!! YOU ARE THE GROUP LEADER!!!'...what the hell...been here not more than 2 hours...and everyone started calling my name...oh...because of my cousin...haha...damn...haha...

then came the second night...oh...i miss most of the stuff because it was normal...i will add some stuff...later...haha...ok...the second night....no one dare to sleep!!!...there was no ghost stories...nor any frightening things...but was rather amusing...a group of...you now...crazy people...they stalked on sleeping pupils...and guess what??....they drew on them using marker...hahahaha...so i was going to close my eyes...when i saw many people surround the china guy...haha..poor chap...THEY EVEN PLAY TI-TAC-TOE!!!!...hahaha...turtle was drawn...and words like NGEE ANN LOVE YOU!!!hahahaha...they drawn tatoos...scars....lines...and whatever they could think of...haha...so i watch this things happen...they apply tooth paster tooo...try it out...while you are in an air con room...really cold...try applying tooth paste...DAMN COOL!!!!haha...and they tied strings on thier ankle...and attached to the tables...haha...really nice!!!...so i just staying up...some sort...till about 2...and then...i fell asleep...haha...then woke up at 5.30 again...and bath...haha...

and guess what...i think i am really fate to be with jokers.!!!haha..damn lame guy...but...he perfect match for me...haha..someone i knew from NPCC too...not directly...but he gain some fame in NPCC camp...haha...and today...which was the last day...was a mini competition with other courses...eventhough we lose...but we gain friends...it was really nice going to the orientation...but school starts this coming monday...and notes got to be brought...just like a text book...haha..and alll my lessons stops at 5...WAH!!!...8.00-17.00 everyday!!!...lucky it's near...haha...got to sleep...kinda of tired...too bad there is no picture...if not i can post it...haha...cya...

and btw...i add songs to this blog...just wait for it to load for a while...the current song that i posted was...'nothing's gonna stop us now'...by the 60's to 70's hits...starship...jefferson starship...from the show mannequin..haha...enjoy...cya

and they call it puppy love...

2006-04-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

haha...found this song..old song again...haha...i guess i cant stop myself loving 70's to late 80's hits...haha...this song is originally sang by the osmand family...a family troupe...their biggest hits was "one bad apple"...if i got the chance... i will post it...haha...this song is full of meaning...haha...if you will listen it carefully...it reflects some people's feeling...haha..."i hope,and i pray,that maybe someday,you'll be back,in my arms once again!!!"

my mum is a funny person...suddenly,she talks about girls...'hey boy...next time,bring back your girlfriend before knowing her more.'...'can't i choose my girl friend?'...'no you can't...i must see her with my own eyes...if she pass,i will chop a mark on her forehead...'...hmmm...on her head??'MUM!...why do you need to chop on her forehead...'......'because you brought too many girls home..and i dont know which one is the real one...it seems that you brought home different girls every week..., dont you think my sight are failing...i can see alright...'...why did my mum suddenly talk about this stuff...??!?...haha..then she continued...'the girl i would like you to have...will be tall...about 174...173 will do too...she must have good qualification...but not better than you...she must not be fussy about my cooking...she must do what i told her to do...her skin mustn't be so white...or else she will scare the crap out of me...oh...one more...she must be a surgeon...i heard surgeon earn quite a lot...'...

'mum...i think it would be wise if i marry a robot...her body...you can adjust wahtever you wants..she obeys whatever you tell her to...she comes in many colour...white, black,silver...she dont have any qualifications...but you can input her with tons of stuff...she wont be fussy about your cooking...just add abit of petrol oil and that will satisfy her...but the surgeon part...i cant satisfy you...technology is still far better to let them carry out an operation on human...those which work in the hospital cost a bomb...cant afford...'...so my mum went into silent...'...OH! and mum...if you want to have grand children...i guess i cant...you know...we cant...there will be blister in mintues...i cant...and she will get rusty inside...and i cant afford to pay the petrol oil and electric bills...high usage...and we dont even have enough socket for them to charge...we only have 2...1 for the rice cooker and 1 for my wife...'

camp...

2006-04-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

i decided to delte my previous blog...haha..i guess i can..nvm...hmm...the camp...or what they call it...EE F.O.C ....electrical engineering -freshman orientation camp...is being held in school...at ngee ann...i heard my cousin that there will be tons of wet activity...so prepare to bring lot's of clothes...hahaha...the following day is monday...haha...and NYP had open their school...and the three of them is going to start school 1 week earlier...haha...i just can't wait to start school...new environment...new stuff to learn...new friends...ok...the very first thing i'm going to do is to...BE CRAPPY!!!!haha...but i wonder whether my new friends would be able to take it...haha...even my current friends cant take it...haha...

i guess that during the camp...classes will be sorted out...and first thing you will learn is how to handle A maths...OHHHH...SOMEBODY STOP ME!!!haha...eventhough the camp is on wednesday...haha...i had pack my stuff...now the bag is looking at me...waiting for me to bring him to the camp...hahaha...and the laptop...hmm...nothing much...the one i bought was the one which had shown on television many times...T60 IBM....haha...that advertistment which shows a falling laptop and before it reaches the ground...there's a rip cage like protecting it...haha...1 thing i like about this lap top is that i can see the lap top shaking when i shake it......haha..and i lift the lap top in the air...about 5 cm from the ground and threw release it...haha...but i guess i can't keep doing it...the com will spoilt...haha...the lap top cost about 2700...WOW!!...eventhough the specs is not high...but i am paying for the titanium shell...which they told me...hahal...compared to acer...i forgot the series...but it cost about 2600...and everything is better than me...they had a glossy screen too..haha...

...so that's it for today...happy...HAPPY...always be happy...or else you will regret not being happy...haha..

oh if you are wondering what song is this...it's unchained melody...perform by righteous brother...and 1 movie had it's soundtrack...'Ghost"...nice movie...very romantic...haha...this song dedicate to someone extraordinary...haha...guess she will never know...haha...cya...

women number 2

2006-04-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

you know...girls are really sensitve with everything you do...and i mean EVERYTHING...like if you accidentally pee on the floor...because you fail your mark's men...she will say this...'HEY!!WHAT'S THIS ON THE FLOOR...CANT YOU SEE THE HOLE THERE...AND DIAMETER OF 46 AND YOU CAN AIM IT RIGHT THROUGH THE HOLE...'...'...erm..ok..i will buy the scope and harness on my...*****....maybe a help with a laser would do too...'....'DO WHATEVER YOU WANT...JUST GET IT DONE BEFORE YOU GO TO THE TOILET AGAIN...!!'...but with those things...haha...it will greatly affect your sex life...haha...imagine this...both of you are
high'....and ready to RUMBLE!!!and you said this...'hey...wait for a moment...i need to unbuckle this stuff...''...so after 10 mins...'hey honey...i'm ready!!!'...and before you can jump to the bed...she's fast asleep...see...women...this is why we cant wear those things...we know that our aiming SUCKS!!!...no matter how broad the toilet bowl is...we will still pee on the floor...!!!haha...

women care too much about their husband talking on the phone...when sometime...you know...both parties had nothing much to say...and it turns boring...you turn to your fellow friends...and imagine this...you talk to them everyday...and i mean eveyday...is that wrong...there's no mistake talking to a friend...AND..they will trouble with you...they will say this..'HEY!'why are you talking to your friends everyday...dont you love me...we have been married for more than an hour...and this is what you do to me...what did i do to deserve this...???????''...and if this didn't work...she will say nasty things about you...'oh my...the dearest husband of mine is a GAY...!!!!'' and trust me...words spread...when you are taking a lift down with your neughbour...they will give you a look which you never had before...they will push their sons away from them...and your mum would be crying when you went home for dinner...it would be worst if you talk to a girl...and guess what...you dont want to know what happen if you talk to a girl...if you talk to a male...she will say you are a gay...if you talk to a girl...then there's no point wondering if you can step into the house any more...

so what can i say...women..we will never be malnipulate by you...we will never be..!!!!!haha...

never before seen footage...!!!

2006-04-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

everyone shared 1 dessert...the portion is huge!!!haha...

I LOVE TO SHAVE!!! he just got addicted to shaving cream!!!

haha...i am no gay...they force ME!!!see the hand at my face!!!

they are trying to eat what's left inside the cup...haha...

Feng Ming is too happy about his ice cream..but chee hau is shy with camera...

HONEY...I CAN EXPLAIN.....

he love doing crazy stuff!!!

we had finish our dessert...and it's bill time!!!

the actuall footage...a waitress wanted to take a picture with us...haha...

the picture may be small...but that's all i have....haha...hope you enjoy yourself here...haha...

the dinner...

2006-04-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

So there's where it started...still deciding what to eat...discussing about the food...see the boss in the middle...haha

ok...the food is here...haha...everyone begin to tuck in...the food is served...haha...
eddie still have that sexy lips...seing still have that electrifying eyes...and alvin still look happy as ever...

and there's where the dessert had come in...who say world cup cant be found in singapore...hahaand this guy...as usual...love doing stuoid stuff...he need more shaving cream and decided to steal some back home...this geryl

so this is taken together as like for fun...gues where am i ...haha...the one beside eddie is daniel cheow...i dont think you know him..haha...and the one in yellow is feng ming...and on the right to the edn is mark and kai lun...haha

who say peeing cant be fun...no nudity...just taking for fun..they are not peeing at all...just standing there...haha...really...and geryl with his favourite move performing on guys...

and that's the end of the dinner...and i hope these pictures will bring you some memories of us...and i still cant forget the time we went on stage to perform for talentime...haha...2 straight rows and we fail...haha...too bad i cant find the pictures...if not it will be great fun...haha...

so that's all folks...hope you enjoy...morgan...haha...she bangs..she bangs...and one more...you are,my fire...the one desire...haha...

2006-04-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

no title this time...it's 11.53...night..cold gentle breeze...i was standing at my porch just now...brain storming on how i feel...i was glancing all around...then something funny caught my eyes...i was like thinking of things and looking at the brushes when the cat,suddenly pee in front of my eyes...i was like...you ruin my good mood!!!hahaha...that damn cat....haha...but i see something that is the same as human being...there were two cats...purring each other...they show great love and affection towards each other...you cant say that animal do not have love...it's just that their lust for...ahem*..is too high....they couldn't control it...but if the cats were like human being able to control their lust...then cats population wouldn't be uncontrollable...

and while i was having great thoughts in it...the cats...the cats were ahem*...you know..like i said..they can't control their lust...so i have to step back to my room and wait till they had finish their buisness...hahaha...no intended to...haha...so i gave a great thought...love could be view in many ways...for some...it can be use to hid away from thier troubles...some to love others without any reason...and some love just for fun...from my view...i take love as something really important and shouldn't be compromise...not taking for granted...but i guess this factors wont be the same as the people now...

so i walked back to my porch and continue with my late night brainstorming...but that cat...is still there...what the hell...and then making the noise...haha...quite annoying...haha...so i decided to just stand there and look something far away...rather than the obsecene act done by the ...okok...haha...sometimes i wonder...does true love really last...??this question still couldn't be answer till today...i beleive that this true love is base on each partner's view...because the heart of one of them could be fragile...like now...a third came out from no where...and they are fighting for the female...and the previous cat lost...you see...a person with weak would fall for the winner...of course...who wouldn't want to choose a good partner...but once you haddevoted yourself into somebody...then gave it your best shot...because you never know who will be hurt...omg...now it's the other's cat turn...i think i gonna puke...haha...so i quickly go back to my room...again....haha...

but this time guess what...i hit the jack port... the second cat is having a fight with the female cat...i dont know the reason and i dont want to know....haha...and after the amle cat had left...the female cat go back to the first cat..like what singaporeans say as...'patch'.......haha...but the male cat was smart...he rejected the female cat...and walked away...not that men can be compared to animals...but i see that it actually had the same mentality with human...looking for a very manly hunk...with high qualifications...and with dashing looks...(confirm not me one..haha...)...but is this the factors that girls go for??no ownder boys are eager to go to gyms...drink protein drinks ...avoid fast food....haiz...

for me...i rather have someone with a great attitude...someone who would understand me...money wouldn't be a problem...eventhough i know that without money...we cant survive...but someone who understand each other needs who make a great couple...wish that no people could understand...love is not something which we could easily pick on the streets...but it's a life time commitment...not like arcade games where it wrote GAME OVER...and the next thing you know is to take out a coin and insert it again...

WOOOMEEENNNNN!!!

2006-04-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

you know...i sense that women are the most sesitive mammal alive on earth...i learnt many things that no father had shown...trust me...

you know...i was in a dressing room one day...trying out a new tuxedo...doh...thought i never had the money???oh yeah...so i was trying this tuxedo...minding my own buisness...and i overheard something from the next room..."hey...i think i can't fit into these...i have put on so much weight...i think i need to lose a couple of pounds more..."then i was like thinking how she look like...hm...size of a hippo?rhino?elephant??eager to go for extreme make over???...so i came out and just what i saw...a living walking stick..!!!!!i was like...OMG!!!you consider that FAT!!! 2 of my fingers could wrap round her arm...and you consider that FAT!!!!oh...yeah...wait till you see my grand ma...if she is FAT!!!then what will my grandma be...hippo??nooo...elephant...??noooo...she will look like a dinosaur...should had been extinct...long ago.....

yeah...women are have very sharp eyes...the moment you step into the house...'HOLD YOUR HORSES!!!'...your girlfriend would walk towards you from the end of the living room...first thing they do...check your collar...'WHO'S LIP MARK ARE THESE??'...i was like...woah....why is there a lipmarks on my collar...and she started throwing things at me...'she even chase my out of the HOUSE!!!!MY OWN HOUSE...THE ONE I HAD BEEN LIVING FROM YOUNG...!!!!I WAS EVEN BORN THERE!!!and what is her last word...'stay there and think about what you had done...!!!'i was like...erm...ok...i turn around...and walk to my local bar...i am innocent right...

but you know something...women are great at hiding the truth...a few weeks after everything is settled...i step into my house with fear...but what is the first thing she did...she drag me into the house...took off my shoes and socks...been wearing that for few weeks...snif*never got the chance to step into the house...yeah...she push me onto the chair...asking me to wait quietly...she dim down the lights...lighted the candles...and bring in the food...the cutleries had been set...and the wine is at the side...tonight menu...beef steak with suated clam and prawns...i was like...what's the special occasion...or maybe she intend to forget the incident...so i started my meal...before i could pop it into my mouth...and ask her...'have you forget the last incident...i know that freaks you out...but...did you add anything other ingredient that make me sleep and forever not awake??'she shook her head...and inside i was like...dear lord...please bless this meal as this could be my last meal on earth and.......

so in the late night...i was preparing for bed...and guess what ...i saw the shirt..still hanging at the wardrope...she still remeber the incident...maybe the meal was my last meal...oh no...so i covered myself with the blanket...cover my eyes so not to see the shirt...so before she sleep...she gave me a kiss...and that kiss was no ordinary kiss..and kiss like what we had on our first date...WOAH!!!and so the night was over...when i woke up...i look myself in the mirror...oh...yeah...the kiss mark...still there...brings back memory...at the habour...hmm... the kiss look farmiliar...it's like i had seen before....hmm...i walked towards my shirt with that lip mark...begin matching the one on my cheek...and guess what...IT MATCHES...i went to the kitchen...look at her...'so....oh.....oh....OHH....!!!!'she gave me the innocent look...still thinking what she had done...'you know...the vase which you threw at me was left by my grate grand father...the lamp you threw was bought for $46091...and the chair you threw was actually sat by the president himself...''she was like grining away ...'forget everything...you can buy back with money anyway...and the dinner was to amend for what i have done...and i was like a dinner which cost around $100 could be repay for what you had threw...

so gentlement...please...remeber this...women...WE CAN WIN THEM!!!we can't let them dominate our LIFE!!!we use to rule the world...!!!!haha...

my brother is going to NS tomorrow...thw whole room will be MINE!!!all mine!!!haha...and i will be there seeing him off...haha...!!!CYA!!!

i suck...

2006-04-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

i heard this story from a friend..not a story but is real life...there was one girl...and a guy like her...and guess what...the guy is willing to do anything to impress her...first...the guy will look for a her everyday...he seems to know her schdule at the back of her hands...everytime she came out from the hall after lesson...he would always be outside the door waiting...then during lunch...he would run to her canteen and look for her while see is eating...and he would follow her home too..and when she was going to the lift at her house...she would find him loitering around outside the lift...i gave a hard thought on it...and was wondering...is this what love is about??hmm...so is that obesse??or is that true love...??love makes a person do anything...in the name of love...for the sake of love...man kinds will do it...hmm...this may not be right...and i would be crazy if i say that's wrong...hm...but not many girls go for that...some go for money...some go for looks...some go for...you know...the three words...and if these girls meet this guy...they would say that he is one crazy guy...!!!

hm...so it will be another 6 months before i could visite my dentist...and yesterday...wow...i stay at borders for 3 hours...just to wait for my mum to get her things...so i walked around and read some books...look at some DVD...and i bought 1 dvd...haha..fearless...haha...i never got the chance to watch it...so i bought it...and today...i bought a duter bag...haha...for my labtop of course...or else i wont buy any bag...haha...and now...just looking at the sky...with a half moon accompany me...and thoughts of her came to me again...WAOH!!!!well...every princess had her knight...i guess her knight wont be me...haha...guess this is it...enjoying the sight of the half moon and sipping away with my green tea...ARH!!!HOT!!!BURNT MY LIPS!!!haha...

cya morgan...

abit of my past memories...

2006-04-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

the first time that i was very close to her was...hmm...let me think...i forgot the period...but that was the closest moment...haha...suddenly just pop out of my mind...hmmm...it was a study break...hmm...yes...a study break...haha...very few of my class attend the remedial...it was a centuries ago...but the proximity with her was eternity...haha...i was waiting at the bus stop...kicking pebbles...thinking of what will happen next if i did badly for my Os...hmm...then the bus came...my friend and i board the bus...oh man...my heart was beating really fast...i could hear every beat of my heart...but..i manage to grab hold of myself...so i begin talking crap with my friend...the friend...he doesn't know it too...haha..so i remain calm...find myself a seat...and guess what...the seat which i choose...was only 1 step away from her...or not even 1 step...i think half a step would do...so the whole entire bus journey...i pretend that nothing as going to happen...haha...but...but she alighted earlier...haha...so till now...got the fear of taking that bus...haha...that was the closest moment...haha...haiz...

then came the second one...i was walking to school...alone...so that i won't be late if i meet someone...haha...so i go to school alone on that particular day...haha...oh yeah..i was walking to school...at a distance...i saw a few people waiting to sign in before stepping into the school...so i take my time and scroll...then two person ran past me from behind...what the...oh man...so i have to wait longer...haha...but it's ok..haha...no harm...haha...yeah...so i decided to stand there and wait for my turn...i took a glance around the school field...thinking why the grass patches was amend...suddenly...i felt a prescense...haha...i sense a disturbance in the force...sounds of plastic bag caught my attention...i turned around...WOAW!!!!!WOAWW!!!!I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!i am alone...and there she stood not 3 metres away from me....haha...so when it was my turn to sign in...haha...i dont know what to do and just froze and my spot...i glance a few rounds at the school field to hide my face away from her...it was my turn...but i just stood there letting her sign in first...all gentlemen will do that too..not me alone...haha...so she sign in...and really fast...before i could sign my name on the book...she dissappear into the basketball court...haiz...so that's that...the two incident that took me off guard...haha...but i dont think she know...just treat these as any other ordinary day...haha...

oh man...dental appointment tomorrow...haha..check teeth..wash teeth...scrap teeth..haha..clean retainer...haha...hope i can stop wearing the retainer soon..haha..it's been with me for almost 1 year...got to wash and clean...haha...and wearing of the...what's that call??hmm...nvm...but it cuts my gum all the time...haha...now my mouth and FREE!!!and i can talk all i want again!!!haha...cya morgan...

this saturday will be the day when we eat...erm...at hard rock cafe...and i will take some pictures and post it for you...haha...cya...and oh...Y.S receive a letter from NYP...so he's going to NYP...and left me alone in NP!!!haha...cya...

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2006-04-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

it's 12.50...and she...she...she...she...she left early...haha...that's the first time...haha...

went to a birthday party...haha...oh..FREE FOOD!!!...TEMPTING!!!CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!...in the end...i ate a few scoops of fried rice...followed by a few scoops of fried noodles...ate abit of mee siam...gravy and orange punch...i'm no freak...they added for ME!!!haha...bully me whenever they could...

went for 2 games of bowling......i suck in that game...gutter seems to love the balls i threw..got into the gutter friend every now and then...and...my friend..Yong hao...threw the ball when i wasn't noticing...haha...BUT!! he got a STRIKE FOR ME!!!haha...but the point shown little help...and i'm still LAST!!!snif*..sniF*...

12.57...tomorrow is my jogging day again...i dont think i can wake up that early...but i will try...haha...if not i will do it in the evening...tomorrow...target...jelita...haha...up and down slope...haha...

really felt guilty when everything flash pass my mind yesterday...i dont know...but i felt really guilty...and yesterday...i was able to confess all my sins to her...but there are more that i could not finish...hiaz...

my nightmare was really funny...i dream of mad people hacking my door..trying to break my steal gate...the steel gate didn't last for long...and i was searching for weapone...knife...cutter...scissors...then suddenly...she came right through my back window...i dont know what happen..weird...she climb into my window asking fo help....so i decided to swing my knige and swing at the mad zombie who wants to feast on my blood...then suddenly...one of the mad man lung towards her and...i reach my hand out and let the dirty teeth sank into my flesh...and blood keep flowing out...like a nigeria fall...haha...and every second i spent trying to weild off the mad people or zombie...my lust for blood begin to rise...my face turned to her...but part of me still left inside...with all my might...i carry her up and throw her down the window...letting her escape the clutches of the mad people...or zombies...then when the lust inside me begin to take over......i woke up ...!!terrible nightmare...but seems funny...why did she enter my dream...haha...weird...but i guess it will never happen...there's no zombie around...or maybe there is...haha...probably my deep love for her...

haha...

a short blog...

2006-03-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmm...1013...night...lovely and quiet night...the trees were fast asleep...police men doing their night rountin around the block to check for uninvited guest...hiaz...got to work again...and today?i'm down with a minor flu..oh no...haha...hm...

sneeze the whole day...haha...lucky there's a box of tissue on standby...24hrs...haha...it's been really really long since i had chat with her...roughly about 1 week...i think...i did not note it down alright...haha..just to make it clear before anyone say that i'm obesse to her...haha...

this feeling of having a conversation with her was really pleasant...i felt nothing like this before...i dont know...but this feeling could not be explain using words...simply emotions...haiz...just wondering that did i did the right thing all the while...was it right to confesse the feeling to her...i really dont mind if there's no answer from her...haha...but it's ok...anyway...that phrase ' it's ok' had been use for a long long time...people keep bullying me...snif*...SAM!!! you owe me $1.20...for the bread talk bread...ass...but...it's ok...haha...you may say that i'm a dreamer...but i'm not the only one...

and thanks for the ...cosole from ALVIN'S SECRET CRUSH...haha...nah...it's ok...i know who you are...very few people know this blog...blog for about 2 years and usually customer is only MORGAN!!!haha...just to update him with current news from QTSS...!!!ops...sorry morgan...now we are not in QTSS anymore...haha...

SAM got into NYP...SEING got into RP...EDDIE got into NYP...haha...list anynames that you can recall and i will tell you who got into which POLY...haha...and me? NP!!!haha...special...

hmm...she is a girl that is special...special that i am not able to hold it...i'm a ordinary teenager...without any huge ambition...just want to lead a happy life would do...no big bucks...it's ok...no luxirious house...it's ok...no abalone...it's ok...bread and butter still able to keep myself full...haha...i guess that she belongs to a higher category...where she will marry a handsome and smart husband...haha...which couldn't be me...haha...

my title is a short blog...how come i am so naggy...haha...haha.,..

everyday is a good daY!!!!

2006-03-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

working for the last week...which is this week...oh man...cant wait for the dinner with my pals...too bad morgan...you cant join us...haha...dont be despair as i will send you the pictures...haha...

it's been long since i had talked to her...i dont know why...but this few days had been very busy...this may sound like an excuse...but...but..but..but...but...why is there so many but...haha...sounds crazy to me...but i dont even know when is she online...haha...

OH...i remeber something...sam told me he saw her...but i see nothing...blend with all her friends...haha...but i am not appealing enough to let her spot me...just a freak...haha...sam right...haha...always being told off by the AUNTYS' haha...sam seems to like working in places with 'beauties' surrounding him...haha...he will chat with them always...

so just pray hard that everything stay normal and nothing will happen...hahaha...cya morgan...

an ordinary letter for a extraordinary girl...

2006-03-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

i wake filled with thoughts of you
portrait of you and the conversation left me in turmoil
what a strange effect you have on my heart

my soul aches with agony
you have touched me more profound than i ever thought
my heart was at its fullest when i first layed my eyes on you

all i can do now is to make a vow
that mine eyes desire you above all things.

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2006-03-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

To.....With warmest affection,

this may sounds crazy,but I don't think that she will enter this site,which is meant for me to express my feelings her .Never could I step near her or even say 'HI!' when she walked pass me,but,the feeling inside me had grown stronger.But conversation with her had elated me.

And that seems to be the best moment of my life!She did not talk much in the conversation,but I understand because she do not have any knowledge of me or my personality. From the few conversation which I had with her,I leart the inner beauty of her being a funny and happy person.Those thinking seems to had stuck in her head and most important of all, that smile had sealed on her face wherever she is. The sight of her really makes my dead and silent world into a utopia ,a rainbow with green lush trees all around and no worries when you step on it

.Stalker is not the word to substitute with love .Love made people do crazy things for the one they love.Obessed was never strike in my head when I speak those words to her. Pictures of her keep entering my mind in those tranquility nights and my heart rose from a calm beating beat to a street racing speed when I made my cofession to her.

And now, neither did I win or lose the war .AllI can do is to talk,to make her know that I am no thread to her.People may be laughing behind me,but most important is the trust I gave myself to make the right decision for myself.I really wish that she could understandable these,but I guess she may never step in here.

morgan,the pictures are in...just scrol down and you shall see the pictures.

prom night pics...

2006-03-22T19:10:00.000+08:00

this is the people that had 'survive' N level......preparing to enjoy themselves in prom night...haha...saw the guy in the middle??ezhaq...haha..still a very 'NICE' guy...haha...

some of us taking the photo together...i was nearly strangled by eddie as usual...the person beside me is alvin too..hope you remember him...haha...sam is wearing the vertical strip shirt...haha..like an old man...haha...

second picture again...now is taken with alvin strangled by feng ming...haha...lamo...

YUM SENG FOR EVERYONE!!!

hey...morgan...remeber the fishing joke??ley's see who can hook a fastest??haha...

and of course...everyone love pushing me...poor guys siting in front..haha...

so thats the photo of prom night...we didn't get much of it...but it was really enjoyable...i will update it on the next round when we celebrate outside again...so please wait...haha...

the beginning seems to had become the end...

2006-03-22T01:19:00.000+08:00

time is 1.21...and the time for me to sleep had become shorter each night...the thoughts had been injected into my mind and it seems to had stayed there eternally...everything had been said and done...the feelings are now open and out...nothing to be afraid of and not to fear of too...so i guess maybe...just remain as who we are...eventhough...eventhough she had brought nothing but inspiration to me..but i guess it is sufficient...i may not be any big shot...never had the wealth most people dream of...never thought of having any branded goods or even the looks to be a proper person...but what can i say...this is what i call as ...'LOVE!'...it may be a strong word...but i felt that this is really a wonderful feeling...is like for months you had been wondering...who is that angel...what's she doing there...where is she going...i feel that that should be the kind of feeling when you are in love...

you are a special person...worth more than anyone...and one more thing...you are not fat and ugly...just be the way you are...that should be fine...

morgan...i am very sorry...i broke my promise...i got some of the pictures...and still have more...you wont believe that we had not change a bit haha...

ding dong today...

2006-03-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today... I did something I never thought I would do... I sent her a song. A song that will ever represent me and her forever. If only she knew how that song meant to me.

Something I feel for her:
Her skin Iike the snow,
Her mind like the ocean,
and her smile.

Not realizing how misleading her eyes can be.
You smile.
And as I try to tame my wild instincts,
I realize that I still love her simply out of selfishness.

If only she could read this, understand this. Then all would be free. I am no stalker. Neither am I obsessed. It's just that my broken heart can hold no more blows. It needs an angel to mend the shards of shattered pieces together.
Haha... I guess I am being lame here... She will never know who I am or even come here to visit this place which is meant solely to reveal the darkest secret in my life that not many knew...

fun night

2006-03-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

we catch a movie just now..title...DATE MOVIE...the show portraits about a girl who believe in true love...and a knight in shiny armour would come to her rescue and marry her...and then live happily ever after...haha...eventhough there are some lame and mature jokes...haha...but i like the story line...the girl manage to find a man of her dream...to her....the moment must have been great...i understand how she feels...she 'struggles' to get in good shape...and she suceed...and naturely...she suffers just to be with him...truely inspiring story...may there be so jokes that wouldn't tickle us...but the show was really nice...

after that...we went for a game of bowling...haha...oh man...disaster...haha...we had two rounds...first round...i am the last...embarrasing moment...haha...the came the second round...and guess what...I AM FIRST!!!and the one who got first in the pervious round got LAST in the second round...haha...fingers...ih man...in pain...haha...

after that...we bought mac and seat at the steps facing esplanade...it was cooling...but a warm double hot chocolate warm me up...so we seat there and begin talking crap...lame jokes...and talking about the lame jokes from the movie...haha...

oh man...the time is 12.52...and i've got to wake up at 6 for morning jog...i dont think i would beable to wake up...the route from my house to jelita seems to had paid off...everytime when i ran the route...it was really tiring...i choose that route as the road seems to be a mini moutain trail...there's small hums and keeps you alert as you need to face in or out going cars from the private estate...hmm...i tried runing the field near my house which is commonwealth MRT station...i am able to run 8 rounds...i want to continue...but the time is 10.30pm...i should have run earlier...haha...it took me 17mins to run 8 rounds...that was really fast...i think...but if i am unable to wake up in the morning...i think i'm gonna run in the evening...that would do it too...haha...to keep myself fit...

oh man...she recommanded a place at boat quey...called hot stone...maybe there are great food there...she seems to enjoy her food...haha...i enjoy food too...that's why i got to go running and to keep in shape...talking about food...it seems that i am craving for it now...maybe a medium raw steak would do on a hot plate with a dash of black pepper sauce ending it with a garnish of mint leave would do the trick...

she's not fat or ugly...her mind must be poisoning her...oh man...but she looks great to me...and probably the most beautiful person i've ever seen...thank god for giving me this very very very percious chance for me to talk to her....for she's like angel...an angel who brings nothing but joy to my life...i thank this girl eventhough i dont know whether she will read this or whether i am ever refering to her...YOU have brought nothing but colours to my live...

you are not FAT or UGLY!!!haha...funny line number 2...

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be love loved in return.

2006-03-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

walking down the corridor...lining up behind my friends...within a radius of myself...about 10m, and 60 degrees,there stood someone...the first glance was nice...after singing of national anthem...canme the second glance...she's beautiful...before going back to class...came the third glance...hey...she's gorgeus...haha...i asked my friends who that angel was...no one replied as none know her...not even her peers...

the feeling inside seems to be rising each time i step into QTSS...how come there's an angel studying in our school...wondering anyone notice her...none of my class know her or anyone from her classes...except for one or two who knows her or her friends...the feeling inside had kept quite long enough but still unable to unleash it...except to
put my feelings down in this blog...not to show off..or let people that i'm having feelings for this girl...i just want to show that the feeling of having to like someone is really complicated and exhausting...i'm not one of those who can easily hide...i really wish that this feeling will end like most love show...etc..moulin rouge,50 first date...touching show...snif*...haha...but now in this world...people is treating it as a game...haiz...

some people have told me that i have a very high taste...hm...i dont know...but i told them that it is about feeling and not about how they looked like,or their qualification...but i guess i am the only person who thinks like that...i dont think that she will not have the same thinking as i have...hmm...she is a uptown girl...haha..

fat and ugly...haha...

girls...

2006-03-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

they are another kind of human being that are really hard to understand...some think that they themselves are fat and ugly...but...actually they are not...not at all...like a...friend whom i met recently... ;D...she keep saying that she is fat and ugly...
but why would she put herslef in that fat and ugly catergory...no one is fat nor ugly in this world...it's all in a person's heart...your appearance maybe not be what you really are...and with modern slimming pills or wrinkle-free lotion...they are even more vunerable towards them...they dont need that...be yourself and that's the most important thing...

oh man...i really should quite from pool...haha...i lose to a girl 3 straight rows....i had stop the game for 2 years++ ...haha...too bad i had lost my pervious acount...haha...she played well...much better than me...haha..suddenly feels like a freshmen...haha...it's time to get into buisness again...haha...her shots were accurate...and in a few minutes...the next game commence again...haha...I SHALL PROVE U I'M NO NOOB...!!!hahaha...JUST WAIT AND SEE...!!!hahaha...

she's wired...haha...but she's nice...she's smart...oh man...went to a good school...hiaz...that's the first time i met a girl...who just attracted me...it was a feeling that is out of control...but a really nice person...she had everything a guy expects the girls to be...haha...

i'm fat and ugly...haha...funny line...

second day of hilarious day...haha...

2006-03-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

i started working again,haha...as usual...boring job...haha...it's a labour intensive job...i forgot the name of the place...hmm...i know...i more bus stop after ACJC... .... ... ACJC!!!!!!WAOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nvm...

yesterday...we took a 198 bus from our work place to commonwealth MRT...hahaha...when we board the bus...it goes like this...
SAM---hey...did you smell that...it smell like SWEAT!!!

Y.S---Yeah...!!!

i was laughing ...chuckling and teasing their BIG mistake...hahaha...four seats beside me...was a man...the stench from him was overwhelming...i was nearly choked when i was laughing...hahaha...when they saw me laughing...they saw the person and keep silent.!!!!!hahahaha...and on the way till mrt...i was still laughing silently...haha...

then came second day...which is today...haha...we were hoping no more stinky guy...INDEED there was no stinky guy...BUT....came a.....guy who filled his mouth with nothing but FOUL LANGUAGE!!!!what is this world becaming to!!!!so for the whole bus journey...14632497174098`*&$#^#!$^%#7631637#!^#$&45%@^%#&#@$%3463146#!&!61346!!!!!!!....LOL...what is happening this world....hahaha...
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ACJC!!!!!hiaz...the sight of the school really brings back some thought of her...now that i'm working...and need to passby her school everyday...haiz...it's been long since i had step into qtss...partly because of my friends..and partly because of her...during the schooling days...it was rather enjoyable...then came the O's...but...after that...PROM NIGHT!!!!

i love the prom night!!!...really enjoyable...everyone really dress welll on that day...haha...busy taking pictures...busy playing afool with friends...!!!haha...she really outwin most of the girls there...to be really frank...she really dress well...not just well...but catches my eyes...haha...really catches my eyes...so with my humble dressing...i just stayed far to place my eyes on her...just a distance...a distance of 3 m from her would be sufficient...if not i will blow my cover...hahahaha...but i didn't stalk her...not that desperate...but she's just different from most of the girls...

so after that...went to esplanade tosit and chat...then at 1.30..we decided to leave and left for a friend's house...at 1.30 AM!!!haha...at about 5...the darkness is coming to an end... and the sun is coming out soon...i take my leave and walk home...woah...really enjoyable night...but while walking home...from redhill to commonwealth...haha...i kept thinking...am i really worth??!?she is a different person from me...smart...far sighted...keen to help people fullfill their dreams...unlike me...i'm just a low-class worhtless scum with a stupid and foolish attidude to make people laugh...so on the entire journey...the thought swirl in my mind......alone...and the night was actually warm...not cold...i just felt warm...

a really sad night...

2006-03-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

the time is 2.16...and i am here...just saying what i want to say...

i tried my very best to be myself...but every word i said...not one worth to speak to her...maybe the time had come...indeed time had explain the thoughts of her this few days...what started as just pupils now had ended...eventhough nothing had start...friends..or maybe just normal friends...but it just feels like i have won the race...the feeling inside was really great...seems to be the best moment of all...but after a few while...these from from me seems to be worthless...

i have become a worthless object to her...something not worth her time or anything...not even a friend...many things i want to say to her...but not once...not twice did she not reply...but just many time...not that i blame her...but she gave me the inspiration that no one had gave me before...even words had never been exchange in school...but just the quality she had proven just change the qualities in me...

but i think with my act or lame jokes or even my stupid faces that i had made my friends laugh...she wont even want to be near...this is something not many can understand...in life...i dont believe that someone really need to show GREAT OR PERFECT QUALITIES just to succeed in life...but we still need something that can tickle us...

dreams may come true...but not always...some put tremendous effort in the work....but it didn't pay off...some dream of getting a gold medal for singapore...but the coach told him he is too skinny...despite his effort in working out...his body just wont grow......my dreams was to have her...but it turns out to be a hardbreaker...the first to show me the greatest feeling of love...she had give me the attitude of studying...but never will she learn or follow my steps of live...now...i have thought of something to ease the uneasy feeling inside me...which had last for 1 year....it's time to say and maybe just end it this way...

something is really wrong here...

2006-03-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

i dont know what is happening to me...and the conversation is freaky...it was rather confusing...i felt that...just confusing...first...she said that wasn't her...then in the end...she confess it was her...???!!??!? and i think she found out that...i like her...then maybe i shouldn't have said maybe and maybe not...that should be my biggest mistake...i wish that this things wouldn't be that difficult as i am getting stress now...haha...the difficulty level is even higher than the ninja gaiden which i played...haha...i think this difficulty level is about 5 star...haha...very difficult to proceed...not that i treat this as a game...but it is really difficult...and now...i'm stuck...can't even proceed and lost...and i was also wondering...how come she know that...very few people know it...oh....or....maybe....there's a spy among these people....hahaha...

jelita...hm...so that's what it is called...that building had been there for quite sometime...small...haha...been there for a number of times this period but still dont know what is being called...haha....

so morgan...how long will your flight be??wont it be long??it is beyong America right??must be quite tiring...haha...but maybe your excitement will overcome the boredness during your flight...haha...

a lonely night...

2006-03-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

came out from my cold shower...the feeling was GOOD...but the distubance in my mind whirl.the house is quiet...just me,the plate of rice...(which i cooked myself),and this computer...today's menu...roasted duck...fried but soggy fish..and rice...haha...i love fish...favourite food on my menu!haha!hm...my parents went out to enjoy...haha...they even ask me to join them...to KTV!!!hahahaha...at the age of early 40's and they even go to M.O.S!!!!haha..

the feeling inside is really difficult to control now...the sight of her would make my heart fragilein the past......she seems to be happy always...haha...that's good...happy is my moto!!!hahaha...but maybe i still dont know her enough...or maybe...in school,i had the wrong idea...that happen to me everytime...not that i am enchancted by her beauty..haha...but i guess it all started with feelings...maybe her friends around her stands a better chance...haha...good school she went to...and the boys there are much better looking then me...haha...and they are smart too...haha...maybe i have been deceiving myself for quite sometime...if it doesn't belong to you...it isn't...BUT!!!if you really try hard,you may deserve what you had place effort in...if you never suceed...at least you tried....i dont know...maybe...haha...

so morgan...i coming to singapore soon...aren't you happy...but i was wondering will you still be going back after you had completed your NS??
staying in singapore for you???

the feeling is fading...diminishing..slowly

2006-03-03T13:46:00.000+08:00

my act towards her was really dastard.but the feeling was really over whelming...too difficult to control...words just came out too fast and...the hesitation made me say things that should not be said...and her words made my heart sink...i was really confuse...it was a misstatement...wasn't trying mock her...but with her apperance and the my friend phone call...it was a total wanton destruction!!!!!

but i manage to apologise to her...so everything is alright for the time being...i hope...hm...really...the conversation doesn't seems to went well...maybe this wasn't for me...maybe the time isn't right yet.not that i am lascivious...haha...i hope i'm not...but she's really special person indeed.Or maybe i still dont understand her enough...few people would understand the feeling inside me...just my pals...really envious to see them having that courage that i dont have ...

maybe i'm just a stranger in her eyes...does not exist...maybe an illusion to her...or a pain in the neck...no one really know...a stranger who keeps talking to her...but having the urge not to talk to me...just a stranger in her eyes...nothing else matters...

today is the day...schools were annouced to students...many waited eagerly for the results...other just hoping for the best...some had tears in their eyes...others with smile and laughter...calls were made to their love ones,and tissue paper were out of stock.both teribble day and best day.i merely manage to enter into poly...woah!...and...that's another begining of a new life...steps ahead with obstacles much harder to solve and proceed...

just hope that she could also get into a course she wants...from my point of view,she is a career minded person...maybe...maybe not...

boring days had pass...

2006-02-24T12:47:00.000+08:00

rain despite the scorching sun...the surrounding seems to be quiet now...students gone to school and left poly students..haha...but it is really boring to be at home...i have been playing the same game for so long...we had sign up for a job at the expo in march...haha...they need 300 people...and i wonder why they need so much...i think i'm going to buy a bass amp soon...i want to become a blues bass player...haha...blues are funky and makes you wanna move...PUT ON YOUR DANCING SHOES PEOPLE!!!!haha...then maybe buy a book on blues...then after that...buy a xbox game...perhaps brothers in arms 2...or maybe x-men 2...they keep borrowing games from me...now...i had about 10 all together....haha...they say i'm MAD!!! buying so many games...but what can i say...i love gaming...but not really obessese...

so morgan...still playing your xbox???or in into guitars???music is good...learning them could be difficult..but the outcome is enjoyable...haha...so how's you doing over there morgan...guitar skills???maybe when you are back...we could have a jamming session with sam...and YS...and me...hahaha...it would be fun!!!!hahaha....ask sam for advice if you are not sure with guitar man...or maybe you could teach him stuff he dont know...hahaha...

Dreams

2006-02-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

i have a dream...to become the world most famous martial ats practitioner...not only did i like martial arts.they got specials in all thier arts...in all martial arts,they have 1 saying.learn is not to fight but to defence.martial arts not only beable to make you body stronger, it trains your minds to become patience.in tai ji,it compromise of both mind and body works.both have to coordinate together .your mind must be peaceful,and your body move likes the river flows. gentle and smooth...but in chen style tai ji...it have both hard and soft movement...in soft...the practioner would be slow and not in a violent stage...but as he goes on...a sudden punch would be activated as that is call hard...

i have a second dream...to become a chef...chef is not a simple nor a complicated job...but required practise and creative...spices could be found all over the world...different food source could be hunt anywhere...but the most enjoying part is to mix the food and spices around to create a dish that none had eaten before...a simple meat with a few other ingredients and spices could make a new create dish...like...a tofu...in the past, there's just tofu...now...there's egg tofu...a combination of eggs and tofu...now there's even prawn tofu...where they mince the prawns together and with tofu..then fry it...simple yet creative...

morgan...so hows your reults??busy lately??me too dude...haha...not exactly...but just felt tired...hope your are doing well there...and happy valentine's day dude...hope you got your dream girl!!!!hahaha...not like me....hahaha...

cya

valentine's day is everyday to me...

HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!

2006-02-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

The world is really changing and my grades wasn't what I had expected it to BE!!!!!!The effort I had put together with most of the teachers and that's what I get....Isn't hard work should had paid off????

Mrs yeong...I am really sorry...I didn't know that I would get SUCH A NICE GRADE....Ha...Nice grades...Nice grades indeed...Ha...

Mr ng...Hi...My discipline for self study is not high enough...But you taught me the importance of being self discipline rather than phyics...Ha...I will definitely learn my lesson when I got to poly...

Ms chua...Ridiculous grades i had given to you...but i like your perserverance...you are patient indeed...thanks alot...

...but it's a good thing that i am eligible for entering poly...haha...only fustration is whether i could get into the course i want....what a good night...just wondering is she doing well...haha...morgan...i still have not ask for her number...oh man...another disappointment of course...haha...just hope you scored well in your exams....haha...

smile on the "GOOD" grades...

tears in heaven...

2006-02-06T11:07:00.000+08:00

...the warmth of the sun had entered my room forcing me to wake up...wondering what's wrong with me??ok...stop this crap...haha...now the time is 11.11am...smilply nothing to do...no ingredient in the fridge to make crap out of it...haha...another day of an ordinary day...just wondering why did i place my nick as spidyu2...what does not means??haha...not a clue..

morgan...it's been long since you write something...haha...ok...now i'm lonely again...snif*...lonely man indeed...very lonely...cold and lonely...haha...just reply if you have the time...haha...

Fate is a complex and complicated thingy...no one know what will hapen next...and it is being judge by your next move...if i ask her for her number...will she turn me down and left...or would she be delighted and give me hers...no one really know...if i never got her number...would we still beable to be friend?no one really know...what would happen if i got to poly and still beable to see my friends???if i repeat, would i still make new friends or bullied by people...complicated indeed...mediated on this i will...

love is complicated,but it produce wonderful results if you treasure it...

Chalet had both ups and downs...

2006-02-03T13:34:00.000+08:00

came back not long from the chalet at pasir ris...exhausted and both eyes looked like a panda...haha...but one thing which i like was the food...at a nearbyhawker centre...eventhough it was small...and the variety was little...but the food still looks good!!!haha...so one bad thing about chalet was there was no BBQ...oh man...in the night...one big gang was going to the RED HOUSE...which they said was well known...and followed by the old hospital at changi...i did not go as i am timid...haha...i know..i'm harm chi!!!so after the night ride...YS ...sam and Chee hau went to book their space...haha...because the chalet was small and only two bed...hahaha...i spent the whole night talking with un chi...haha...(that's why my eyes were sinking)hahaha....then while talking about our own primary school life...hong ghim came...haha...then after that...the rest of the gang came back with a frighten face except for two...which is yong hao and jeremy...haha...the rest of the face were pale and white...and they said the girls even saw "THINGS"...spooky...they even went into the abandone hospital...haha...lucky me...

then in the morning...i am getting really sleepy and drowsy...when we were leaving...they intend to go for DOTA...Oh MY! dont they ever sleep...i cant take it...haha...so at last..i was left to go home all alone..(watch out YS.....haha)so the whole journy for me was tiring...i plug the ear phone into my ear and just slept the entire journey...but now...i dont feel like sleeping...haha...just hungry...cant find anything and just stuck with a bowl of corn flacks...hahaha...

hey morgan...VALENTINE'S day is coming...so have you get ready???hahaha...perhaps flowers or other stuff which is common...chocolates...!!!haha...they will surely make them FAT!!!hahaha...maybe flowers will do...haha...for me?...nah...still didn't succeed...cause i dont even get the chance to see her...so sad...snif*...maybe next time...haha...beens so long since you reply...so please reply...i long for your words...haha...sounds erie...haha..

cya...remember your friends always...

2nd day...

2006-01-30T09:14:00.000+08:00

i not quite sure why am i so obesse withblogging...maybe just stress...haha...the hong bao collected was of course issued to my parents...and i took some...it their money in the end...haha...the time pspent with my cousins were great...i've got many you know...haha...when i reached my first uncle house...wow...computer!!!of course not...i see him play...haha...we just chatted and eat...then at 12.30...we set out to 2nd uncle house...a meeting place for every year...haha...maybe because it is BIG!!!...at vukit batok...haha...not like mine...small and cozy...haha...first thing i do was to check their tidbits on the table...WOW...all was great...except for the chilli fish cracker...i got hooked once i tried once...i keep eating till the box left only a few...haha...then my always smiling aunty gave me a new one...which is full of cracker in it...then of course...for gambling...i played mahjong with my brother and cousin...haha...i dont know how to end the game and they just win me with...3 straight consecutive rows...haha...but no money was use for stake..haha...then me went to play 21 points...haha...i did not counted much of my money and i think i loss some of it...haha...i lost every year...that's why i rarely touch gambling...the food my ah ma cooked was great...and every year with the same soup...i think it's called pig's organ soup...i dont know...my whole family root love pork...but doesnt eat much...only on special occasion....like yesterday...!!!then my second cousin told me about the tragedy of one of her hamster...it was quite a funny story but sad...the hamster manage to climb up the box which is 4 times it's height...then climb out and when to the kitchen and climb the 2 times its size barrier and into the toilet...guess what...i think their hamster wasnts to play slide...because my uncle's toilet is a squat type...so there's a long "slide"so i assume the hamster wants to go to the slide...and went into the toilet thingy...then my aunty make the funny hand gesture where the hamster was floating in the water...poor hamster...hahaha...now left was one..it was being together as that shows that family is important...but i pity some friends who had family problems...

i hope nobody beat me during the collection of O level...haha...they always want to beat me...i dont know why...maybe i talk to much...!HEY! i see all of you look some board...so i decided to crap right...haha...better watch out...haha...

laughing,talking is my favourite,but with out this.the world would be empty....

New Year With New Story

2006-01-29T09:04:00.000+08:00

The enemy is going to make a final assualt on us tonight,and we'll be ready for it...the night is cold,very cold and terrorizing.the morale of the troops wasn't as high as the perviuos attack because one of our OC had been shot.The troops did not even had any proper amenities.A garand M1,a waterbottle,a meat tin,a foldable shovel which had many uses.ETC,melee attacks,entreching.worst of all,they were given only a size of a table rag to them.They ran out of blankets.we were standing on a small work way which we had dig for three day.about 50 m with the help of all 5600 troops.which we had here.the height of the walkway is till my shoulder...so we could easily fire on the enemy.left only3 days supply of food.and the medic keep complaining of not enough first aid.5 machine guns which mend by two people were on the disposale on yesterday's attack.they left in a hurry and forgot to bring it.too careless of them..A sout unit which i had sent suddenly came back running from the woods.'Sir,SIR!'"movement in the woods.i think they are coming.ETA 10 mintes." "you heard the Men!all of you,MOVE OUT!Back to your post and position.reload all you rifle and save ammos.Shoot only if you think you will hit him...!"the troops gather at the walkway,arming themselves well and prepared.Motar team!fire at will...the blasting could be heard from the woods and some screamy could be heard.but the sounds of thousand footmen is getting louder each time."Machine gunners READY!!!"when the screaming and shouting was getting louder each time...the men were eagerto fight,eager to protect their country...a fine soldier they were..."STICKS UP"...them men took out their pocket knife and mend on their rifle tip..."HOLD YOUR POSITION!"i lower myself to the men to fight side to side with them.some were trembling with fear and some vomited at the fight of the near by bodies.the enemy may come anytime."hold your fire motar team!"the smoke was thick the choke me.but i held my breathe not to let my men thinks that i am weak.the stampede had lighten and their movement seems to had quieten down."Radio men,contact HQ that we need rein..."POW...!??!the radiomen was shoot in front of me.but the fond memories with him should not collide with me now!!!"FIRE AT WILL"

abit dissapointing but fun day...

2006-01-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

Visiting the school was a tiring event...a felt disspointed when Mrs Yeong did not talk much.But i understand,it was her health...she is sick and was unable to talk much...i really hope she will stop teaching and retire...maybe go on a holiday...haha...she's still a funny women...haha...Mr Khoo was SO MUCH happier when he saw us...(D&T students)...haha...so we talk about some stuff... and ask to go his house...and many crappy stuff...haha...and Ms Choong...she got a car...automated...haha...nice car she had there...BUT...still not married yet...Ms Chua...of course...her face still had that potato face...(i hope she dont see this)...still cute and ...cute...haha...OUR CHINESE TEACHER???haha...Ms TAN...still the same of course...and we greeted with her famous quote...ZAN HOW CHAI SING LI....!!!haha...i shake hand with Mr Lee..whom i'm dont know...haha...just go for the mood...and...i shake with Mr Lau...tooo!!!...he ask me a few questions of course...haha....then...Mr Wan ...talk to him for a while and join the gang...haha...sorry morgan...Mdm Yani was busy...and didn't talk much...but she's still alright and the same...

then we went to chinatown for a KTV...of course...i'm not the kind who likes to sing in front of people...but only to myself...hahaha...cause i listen to songs that very few or not one like...and when they hear it...they would ask...WHAT IS THIS SONG....haha...so we parted for a while...and me and chee hau and daniel went to china town to do some snack shopping...i've bought some...GOU DONG...never seen and just buy...haha..after that..we decided to have our dinner at MEI SHI JIE...i had pork organ soup...(not to be rude)...salty like most soup...of course..as then we went to the hawer not far from where we are and had our desert...haha...but there's still a long story...

morgan...the school have not change much and still in good shape as always...haha...the concert is much better each year...i love the song played by the band...i remeber two songs with...both by elvis...HOUND DOG...and JAIL HOUSE ROCK...haha...both my favourite song...they played well...but not to funky eanough...the song should be lively...haha...but they still played well...haha...

morgan...what would you do if you like a girl...but dont have the courage to tell her...??can you please tell me...i'm really quite confuse...and when YS said that she's here...more than a 1000000 butterfly was in my stamoch and i dont even dare to take a step forward...man...haiz...

i hope that people will enjoy the 60's 70's 80's song as they had wonderful meaning in it...like...STARSHIP--nothing's gonna stop us...song about a couple dont see the reason of not loving each other from other people's view...haha... great song...

getting late and tired...next time morgan...may the force be with you...

Good morning SINGAPORE!!

2006-01-27T08:16:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
The emperor had arrive...behold the sinister and evil Darth Vader!!!!
haha!!!i went to the exhibition!!!had manage to secretly took it with my phone!!eventhough there's sign saying (NO PHOTOGRAPH OR PICTURES ALLOWED)the people just dont give the clue of it and continue!!!haha...so me too..what do i had to lose...it was fun...for me of course...no friends of mine had the same interst as me...most will go for other stuff...BOOO!!!haha...
perparing to set out to school for the celebration thingy and to hang out with friends...NEW YEAR...hpaay new year to you MORGAN!!!!

WOAH....I'M LATE...that's aLL FOLKS!!!!!

the time is 12.24AM

2006-01-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

haha...my brother went to buy a maple card which i have no idea what was that.he went holland village at this time...he must be MAD...!!!!haha...so i decided to use this time to use the computer..haha...i have been working for the past 10 days. tiring and exhausted..my back and both shoulders were aching...and guess what..i earn quite abit...haha...and i bought a shoe!!!!yeah...at last i got a new shoe...yeah...someone criticised my shoe on PROM night...haha...so...i've changed...haha...but not too much...tomorrow we're going back to school to celebrate chinese new year with the school...guess it must be fun...(what am i doing???it's late and not asleep)as usual...something happen within us and some are not happy with each other...what can i say..there's ups and downs in live...what we need is to be forgiving...in the way of the force...sadness leads to hate...hate leads to suffering...my brother is going to serve NS soon..and the room will be mine!!!but i hate sleeping alone...and noone is going to snatch the computer with me...live is going to be boring...my brother is in JJC and now he is waitingfor his 'A' results...like me!!!haha!!!i hope he make it...(that maple FREAK!!!)...loving someone is really very difficult....my freinds pester me to get her number...but...but the feeling overwhelmed me everytime when she appeared in front of me!!!i just wish that i had the courage to tell her...please give me some courage...!!!hahah...sounds pathetic!!!haha...(calm yourself and be the one you really are)..i wish someone will say this...haha...but tomorrow is the day and i hope those who know won't cause that much comotion...cause i think that it's like a cow dung on a flower...haha...it's the other way...haha...it 12.36 and my brother is not back yet...haha....i hope i can succeed this time...or else others will call me HARM CHI

cya!!!

a drop of knowlege is greater than a sea of force...

hi morgan...

2006-01-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

HI...a new year with a FRESH look..haha...hope it is ok...the blog had changed..i hope you dont mind..haha...everything starwars...haha...but that's my favourite...hahahmm...been quite long since i update my blog...i hope you are still here still in contact with me...ok...for the past few days...i've been working...haha...a job which is labour intensive...oh man..my back and shoulder is aching...haha...yong seing,jie yong, and daniel cheow ( i dont think you know him) and me were working together...haha...and today...was the funniest day of all...we were at a bus stop...and when a bus arrived and stop,a lady came down...she's gorgeus!!!Sweet looking,pure and innocent..!!!FOr this...i think you can ATTACK BOTH...remeber...you would usually said...ATTACK THE FACE AND COVER THE FACE....!!! hahaha...and Y.S was trying to video cam her with his phone...hahaha...but with that lousy phone(dont tell him that)...he got nothing!!!hahaha..but the girl was really sweet...about early 20's...haha... i hope you're doing well there...our O level result is coming out soon...wish all of us LUCK...hahaha...

happy new NEW YEAR!!!

2006-01-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

haha!!new year is here...again...just went to the starwars exhibition at singapore science centre...it was awesome and gorgeus!!!the arts and work dsiplayed there was verty well done...human size palatine,Obiwan,and most of all...DARTH VADER!!!!WOW...a very breath taking and adrenaline rush exhibition.REcommended for starwars lovers.So how's live over there morgan?the new year is here!!!i hope your are having lots of fun over there.!!!hahaha...the tag board website seems to be a bit faulty and i just can't get into the website and paste the thingy...haha...everyone here seems to get a job...except fot me...not that i dont want...just that i really dont want...hahahait seems that you can only read my blog...maybe you can write on the comment thingy..then i can read it...just to check if you have been reading it...haha...hope not writing to myself...haha...so got and hot babes over there? there must be alot of freshman going into your school right???hahaha...i feel that you are getting horny...man...you horny bastard...hahaha...everyone here is fine here...doing well..just feeling nervous about the O lvl results...most of the EXPRESS had gone to JC...now is left with the NORMAL working...haha....!!!!CYA!!

past memories...

2005-12-20T10:53:00.000+08:00

u know something...now i'm jobless...can't find a job...basically just slack at home...just merely saving enough to buy games to keep myself busy...jobs now are hard to find...most will work till school reopen..and i from there i will start work...haha...morgan...do you have any girlfriend over there?must have a few right...haha...hope you are doing fine over there...but i just can't wait for you to return...i can remeber that three of us...eddie...me...and you...participate talentime for two years...and none had make it...and for both yours...we fooled ourselves...hahahaha...i hope you can still remeber that...haha...just miss those days...sorry bout the tag box...i dont know why it suddenly dissapear...i will fix it as soon as possible...haha...now.. eddie is also looking for job...sam too..yong seing already got a job...oh...he still have problems with his GF...haha...quite funny though...now is 11.04a.m on tuesday...and there is nothing much for me to write...cant you come back and visite us for a while??dont you visite your relative on special occasions???

secondary school life is over,,,

2005-12-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

prom night was held yesterday night at Traders hotel.everyone wore their best outfit,suites,ear rings, handbags,everything presentable was brought.for me?i wore something simple.afraid that i was over dress before the event..but after i saw the rest wearing a more formal dress..my heart was eased.dishes was alright..not mouth watering.just right.the games...erm...ok...then bands were played...and prom king and queen was held too...the prom queen...wore a stunning outfit with a...80s hair style...not too bad..and for prom king,his outfit suits the theme...-seasons-...and as for me now..feeling a bit down because i can't express myself for her...I SHOULD HAD BROUGHT THE FLOWER!!!!haha...that will be the second last time i saw her and....the last time will be on the collection of O lvl...after the event..we went to esplanade to have a veiw of the sea...and then went to a friend's house...which is in red hill...i felt board and decided to leave at 5...in the morning...the night was cold and the streets were empty...maybe jogging at such early morning isn't bad...haha....

The Death star LookS GreaT!!

2005-10-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

The night is clear,sound of the jedi's whispers could be heard beneath the bushes.The night is getting late,and most of the padawan had gone to sleep.accept for someone,most respectable and honourable jedi,master YOda!he sits on a soft cushion,grazing at the mere complete deathstar in the outer ream.and at the same time,he could feel that his usual apprentice was doing so,look upon the jedi temple and wondering about his 'master'.The brute jedi stand guard and ready at the temple gate,prevent any sepratise or imperials from attacking.the temple was guarded by a hemisphere force field that prevent any ariel attack from the upper atmosphere.suddenly,yoda's eyes widen,a light,a powerful and bright light was shown from the deathstar.yoda jumped used the force and hover.he quietly creep past the jedi brute,and went to the hanger.with the force,he opened the windshield,and make himself comfortable inside.within a few seconds,the sleek and small ship rised and with a light speed,it left the temple's hanger within seconds.the beam from the deathstar shot down,making the temple's promximity goneinto ashes. but before the temple will be awake, the jedis were gone within seconds.a carefull and classified plan planed by both master and apprentice...

ok...not a bad day...

2005-10-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

hmm...exams will start 2 weeks from now...everyone is giving thier full attention to the teacher...ok...not alll..but most...shoutings still could be heard...manythings...haha...i had a chill today..the whole body wasnt right...oh man...haha...but who cares....haha...right morgan???i got 1 mission to do..and i will pull my hidden courage to do it...i will ask a girl's number...when we got our o lvl cert...i will try...but may not succeed...haha...oh...for school...yong seing got a new stead...hahaha...his name...did i say HIS???haha...his name is ERWIN....u may remember him morgan...he will always stick to yong seing...and you know the reason why???hahaha...because he looked like a bamboo...haha.... and a malaysian bamboo indeed...much tastier than china bamboo...haha...oh...we left 2 weeks to be as close as now...and of course...a TRAITOR left us so early...hahhaharight morgan...but i heard that u will be back next year...so be usre to call before u come back ok???we will be there to fetch you...haha....cya....

What?What exams???

2005-10-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

haha...the exams?what's that???just came back from a run about 2 hrs ago...the time now?10.14pm...tuesday...the run was good...never had that feeling for some time...anyway...my preparation for the exmas is begining to show some effects...i begin to study about 30mins once a while...i know i cant concentrate for long...30 mins is considered 2 hrs to you ....haha..xbox games is out...i cant wait to get my hands on them...starwars battle front coming 1/11/05....burnout revenge is out..considering buying other starwars games...second hand...then followed by strings for my bass...and an amp for my bass too..haha...ok...now for the hottest news in school...i know morgan cant wait for it...EDDIE now got a girlfriend...name MARY!!!!hahaha...i caught him quite many times...we were out for a dinner together when i saw him left the small talkative group and walk slowly behind us and SMS!!!!hahaha...so i made fun of him and tease him...haha...the second hottest news is that!!!!!SAM!!!!is becoming a MAN....now...currently...and speaking from my heart...he is now talking about MAN's or grown up stuff...like girls or other ....girls stuff...like her boobs big...or what....haha...it was fun...and i would usually tease him...hahaha....so morgan...teach him a lesson....when you saw him online...hahaha...

the day was a bit...sexy..

2005-09-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

oh man...while i was blogging not long ago...the computer restart itself..i was going to post my hard written blog when...>oashgoai< the com goes boggie...hiaz...i cant post the pervious blog...nvm...an area was filled with laughter and joy a moment ago had subside...my primary school had oraganized a small mooncake festivale there...singer and artist were invited...hahaha..it was really crowded and packed...haha...but the festivale mood was in the air...haha...children running around...old man were googling at the low skirt singers...why are they wearing so little????yup... i had blog twice and the post was some sort rejected...so now...i dont have the patient to blog anymore...haha..sorry....but now...i am going to make fun of my friends...next time....

The morning air is always fresh...

2005-09-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

the morning air is very sweet and simple...compared to the hustle and complicated air in the late morning or afternoon...there's a different...in the morning...you will feel peaceful and serenity could be felt almost every corner...so i wake up...dragging my unwilling feet along to wear my shoe...at first i was reluctant to go...but i push myself up...it's been quite long since i went jogging...about 1 week ago...i intend to jog along th route of holland village and towards Henry Park primary...but i felt something not right..so i decided to proceed to the jogging track...This was the first time i saw a handfull of people...that was a rare sight on sunday...maybe the air was extremely different today...so stretch my whole body...watch for anyone jogging ...and jog...the first round was a very slow jog...and i mean slow...before i end my first round...i stop...feeling any discomfort...hm..not bad..my body is able to withstand...haha...so...HERE I GO!!!!i ran with 20% of my strength...there are some old folks...a few old women seems to be enjoying the breeze...and 1 funnny person...all of us were jogging in the same direction...but only he ran at the opposite direction...haha...while jogging...i saw a girl...maybe my age...i did not manage to get the see her face as i would be rude to turn around and see her face...so i only got her backview...quite skinny and about the same height as me...long hair...and she keep bundling her hair up when i jog behind her...i think she is still schooling...haha...hey...she's not my type...i got 1 in school...haha...still no courage ..but still persistent to forget...not the 1 in 2003...i've change...the past is the past...let bygone be bygone...not it's 2005!!!haha...

Love is not wrong or right...

2005-09-01T06:52:00.000+08:00

this past few days,i have been trying my best to keep up with my studies.But it seems that it s quite difficult.i had made myself a target...but i can hardly keep up with it...or mere reaching my goal.not trying to be complacent...but it seems that my hardwork did not show any results at all...is it the xbox that is in my living room?i have been trying to spare my time wisely there... ... ...ok... yesterday was teacher's day...something quite new this year...we had a funfair...a mini one..yeah..many things to play and to eat...laksa...candy floss...'never dissolve ' milo...chicken wings..and others...for the games...most remarkable one was the dunking machine...where you write down someone's name and dunk him down into the water...haha...quite amused with that...haunted house??i did not went in...i dont like the feeling of being scared...not timid...just dont like the feeling...haha...but after we took a picture..i saw the back door and went in...it was really very dark in there...haha...and went the lights flickered...i saw a gruoup of people holding on to the shoulders of their friend which is just infront of them and walk...that is just human scared human...haha...i will write in my next blog...cya...haha...the morning air was good ...and the jog went pretty well haha...

eternal flame....

2005-08-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

it's have quite some time seince i blog.this time,i had lots to say,but just can't express myself as i have a secret.Many still have not discover this secret.but less that 5 knows it...none care and just keep it as a secret.everyday in school,the sight of her in my proximty would never vanish.she got a few places which i ...not remeber...but just a rountine that would meet her...i really wish my flame for her would be eternal...really...eventhough she is mush smarter than me,really smart!!!i still try my best in my current prelims...of course...the Os too..she is very hardworking...really hardworking..i guess so..cant be that she stay there everyday just to wait for her parents???i saw the vehicles once...just once...the model..i think it's quite old...the sight from me to the car was 1 football field...so the car was white,that's all i know...haha...the stench of BBQ was still in my body...making me smell like a chicken wing...haha...i did not eat much...just munch on....haha...over cooked hotdogs...haha...maybe this will be the last time i will blog...haha...time to study you know...just to keep up the standard with her...haha...

Headache...

2005-07-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

Headache i have for the past few days...it hurts alot too...everyday had to stay back till 5 just to do D&T...it is very tiring...followed by that was a home tuition...ARH!!!!And tomorrow...on saturday...from 8.30...to 10.30...Maths...in school...then followed by 10.30 to 12.30...chemistry in school...after that...3 to 5...british council...i'm exhausted...now...my back is aching...shoulder is tense...my body is really not in good shape...BUT...all i need is just to listen to my music..haha...very smoothing...haha...just wondering...am i in the mood to love somebody...i think she know that i like her...but i fear that i may not beable to handle what i can't...sometimes thinking that should i let go something whcih comes once in a century...or should i take my opportunity now...the force is strong here...

not a bad day...

2005-07-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday,i attended my english class...which is in British Council...haha..it is expensive...but i think it is worth...the place is not too big...but cosy...when i step inside...i could not find my name on the list...which will lead me to my class..haha...but still..i manage...haha...so the lesson begin...the class consist of about 18 pupils...beside me on my right was a private candidate..haha..his language is not as good as me...but i feel that we could make a good friend...he may look undecent to you..but lets not be decieved by his apperance...haha...he is quite nice..on my left...a guy from queensway...haha...how i know both of their names??the first thing we do was to know everybody's name in the class...hahaha...it was fun...but slight embrassing...my first class you know...but i had been to british council...so i know how it feels like...the lesson there was intresting...and i really recommend it to people who is weak...haha..at the end of the lesson...when i was walking to the bus stop...all my classmates had their parents to fetch them home...omg...i'm the only one who is taking the bus home...but i feel that there is nothing to be ashame of...haha..and i am really looking forward for the next class of british council...